Friday, December 5, 2008



HEY HEY HEY WATCH THAT! FUCKSSSS,HE IS FUCKING AWESOME SEYYYY. IM IN LOVE!

I got used to having you around to pick me up when I fell,
Now you're gone,
Im nomore home at the comfort zone,
You left me to rot.

Hello pills & bottles,
Come to mama,
If you refuse to hold me up,
I don't wanna be here,
So long cruel world.

HAHAHA

You & me can't you see?
Do you think Im not real?
Im here babe,As real as it can get.

I will wait,
Forever yours I dare say,
Maybe someday you will finally remember me & come home,
Back to where you belong,

I miss your touch,
Your soft breaths on my ear,
The sweet memories I will keep,
Just in case you do come back.

Come home come home

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Jalila?

Eh eh eh boiiitch. Wtf?
I don't even know you & you like send me messages saying 'whore' Fuck you.
So so so i watched 90210 last night.
&&&& Now I really really hate Adriana.
FUCK ADRIANA!
I love love love Ty Collins.
You're hot babe. Ily ily!
Um um um,Heyyy Twilight when are you coming to BINTULU?
Come on Cineplex,You are like so so lambat.
Okay okay Im like um single & Im BORED.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Experimenting

Daylight fades away & the darkness takes over,
You're like an illusion,
Bugging my mind 24/7,
I dream about what the future holds.
My mind often wonders wether I'll still be alone,
My heart aches for that feeling high above heavens


&&& im doneee.
Im a newbie. hekhek

GG: Chuck & Blair.






Im in love with chuck bass.
Grrrrrr,im gonna end up single old & miserable.
Hehehehehe. Im absolutely addicted to GG.
The books are awesome yeah but the show is kinda cool also.
They are wayyyyy diff & chuck is so so so hot.
Blair & Chuck are fuckennn great for each other.
The script writer is totally messing with my head.
& like in the 7th 8th & 9th episode of season 2(the show).
chuck wants blair to say ' I love you' but but blair wont say it. Silly huh!
But she loves him! She knows it but she doesnt want to admit it. & She's like looking for ways to not say ily & chuck is hers. Goshhhh blair,just say ily. I love chuck. CB is the best best best couple ever. Serena is LAME. Blair & Chuck rockssss wohoooo.
So like Im still waiting for stupid MALAYSIA to play the show but noooooo,malaysia is so freakin lame. Gah,i gotta go online & hope somebody posts it. Pathetic huh?

Saturday, November 15, 2008

90210

Ummmm,i seriously cannot wait forrrrrrrrr the next episode! Gah gah gah gah,mahu mahu.
Its like so addictive. Exactly like gg. & now im blabbering. So um bakri slept over last night & he snores. Heheehehehe,I was like tossing here & there cause I ca't fall asleep cause i kept on thinking about titom & that jijashiznitfuckerrrrr. Fucks. So um um i watched that Dimples movie last night & I was like 'wtf' Cause the movie did not make sense & that girl from the nanny-gracie is like the main charac. The charac was totallyyy wrong for her. She has that innocent image or whatevs & she was playing thisw pyscho slut so so so its was just SOOOOO wrong. Gah,babi amai. Um um,i like alot of ppl. Hot ppl! Hot guys. Hehehee, I love beingggg single :) Kinda,kinda. But but I feel so lonely. Kinda. But i dunoh. I mean like jealous cause cause everyone is like in love & like im all alone & singleee. This sucks & im drunk so so so byeeeeee.

081108

Aaaa,2pn1,2pk1,2kt1 bbq party.
Hekhek,it was beyondddd awesome. I miss them so so so so so much.
Grrrrrr,ive got nobody to annoy. And there's nobody to upset me or whatever.
Larson,i miss you bullying me.
Niesa i miss you giving me advices.
Trisya i miss standing next to u as shortyyyy.
Syl i miss being stupid with u.
Russ i miss your silly jokes.
Fizul i miss you messing up my hair.
IMY guys so much. Gah.

Being single is fun fun fun fun fun.
Hekhekhekhek. Not really. Okayokayokay,sometimes.
So um,im kinda texting this guy alot. Jul.
Hehehehehe,he's adorable!
EH EH EH,No way no way im gonna fall for him. Hehehehheheheheheh. x)
We will see. Kan kan?

Huh, Sg chicks.

What? We malaysians are not enough?
Sg chicks are wayyy cool u say?
Hmph,jerk.
Ure hot,then you're cold.
I dnt knw what to do with you.
You're silly.
I miss you like madddd,sometimes.
But but but you & that jija chick like grhhh.
Malas ku malas ku malas ku.
No way im gonna get involved in this type of thing again.
Fighting over guys is lameeeeeeeeee.

Friday, November 14, 2008

Holiday!

Um heyyyy.
Its been a very very very long time heh?
Heheheh,so so so now its the holidays!
Grrrr,45 days of lazing around.
Ive been doing the same thing for 5 days now.
Wake up late & eat.
Lie on the couch the wholeeee day & watch tv & sleep & eat.
Dinner then the same thing again. Tv tv tv tv.
Im gonna get fat. W ho cares? Gah.


So,Im done with titom.
But I miss him like crazy. Gah.
Not really,I dono.
EEEE,babi na.
But but but! Im having the time of my life being single. Heheheh.
I totally forgot how it felt to have the guys chasing. Grrrr,prasan prasan! :D

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Selamat tinggal cuti

Bye bye.
ku akan merindui kau cuti.
namun begitu, raya ni cuti lagi!!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

lucky-jason mraz ft colbie caillat




Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Lovely lovely lovely song. :(
I try-Ben taylor's version is nicer than Macy Gray's.

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I belive that fate has brought us here
And we should be together babe
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
(but I'm dreaming of you babe)
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (say it Lord)
My world crumbles when you are not here

Goodbye and I choke (I'm choking)
I try to walk away and I stumbe
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..
EXAM.
Mari bunuh diri
2 hari lagi cuti.
selamat tinggal kasut sekolah.


Saya punya husband. Believe it O nt?

PALAT

Babi babi
nama jak kawan
go eat shit

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

mk kawen

MAKKKKK,MK KAWEN!
mk kawen ngan sapa?
xtauk.
bila mk kawen?
nektok.
kawen ngan laki ka ompuan?
pondan ngan tomboi.
kenak mk kawen cepat glak?
bcos mk kawen lah.
lakie ya ensem x?
xtauk,lom temu calon
kenak lom temu?
ndak ku tauk
gney mk kawen lah?
kawen kdirik lah. babi

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

gossip girls!
i
i have all the books.
nw im watching the show.
uhhhh, it is so ADDICTIVE!


read the lyrics. i dnt usually listen to songs like ths.
but ths song is so... :D

realize-colbie caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V3: It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now
Lalalalal.
A lovely lovely morning.
Schl/exam today. KILL ME.
Ths vid is so funny.
it made me laugh for hours! Hahah.
*son of a beach*Hahahha





i love love ths song. :)

Monday, August 11, 2008

Hey Hey Hey.
Its late & i have nothing better to do so im here.

i hate BINTULU. I need coffe bean. I want my vanilla cream. Oh my cravings. Im going crazy. BABI. OKAY OKAY.

Atm,im obssesed with this song. It kinda describes hw i used to feel back then? Aduuuu,skuntap emo naga berapi. Hahaha.
.

Comparasons are easily done
once you've had a taste of perfection
like an apple handing from a tree
I pick the ripest on i still got the seed

you said move on where do i go
I guess second best is all i will know

cause when im with him i am thinking of you, thinking of you
what you would do if
you were the one who was spending the night
oh i wish that i was looking into your eye

you're like an indian summer in the middle of winter
like a hard candy with a surprise center
how do i get better once ive had the best
you said there's tons of fish in the waters
so the waters i will test

he kissed my lips i taste your mouth
he pulled me in, i was discussed with myself

cause when im with him i am thinking of you, thinking of you
what you would do if
you were the one who was spending the night
oh i wish that i was looking into your....

the best and oh i do regret
how could i let myself let you go
and now, now the lessons learned
i touched and i was burned
oh i think you should know

cause when im with him i am thinking of you, thinking of you
what you would do if
you were the one who was spending the night
oh i wish that i was looking into your eye, your eyes, your eye
wont you walk through and
bust down the door and take me away no more mistakes
cause in your eyes i'd like to stay





Sunday, August 3, 2008

Babi

Exam week. Boring aie. tdo jak keja.
BORING BORING.
saya suka hari ini.
saya banyak makan.
oi oi, mk tauk x?
hari tok tek, ku timbang.
43kg.
nait aie.
BES. finally pndey nait brat bdn
NYIAHAHAHA
lamak xmakan maggie eh.
rinduk
MAGGIE,I MISS YOU
p xboleh. mummy band
hahahahaha

Babi

Exam week. Boring aie. tdo jak keja.
BORING BORING.
saya suka hari ini.
saya banyak makan.
oi oi, mk tauk x?
hari tok tek, ku timbang.
43kg.
nait aie.
BES. finally pndey nait brat bdn
NYIAHAHAHA
lamak xmakan maggie eh.
rinduk
MAGGIE,I MISS YOU
p xboleh. mummy band
hahahahaha