Experimenting

Daylight fades away & the darkness takes over,
You're like an illusion,
Bugging my mind 24/7,
I dream about what the future holds.
My mind often wonders wether I'll still be alone,
My heart aches for that feeling high above heavens


&&& im doneee.
Im a newbie. hekhek

GG: Chuck & Blair.

Im in love with chuck bass.
Grrrrrr,im gonna end up single old & miserable.
Hehehehehe. Im absolutely addicted to GG.
The books are awesome yeah but the show is kinda cool also.
They are wayyyyy diff & chuck is so so so hot.
Blair & Chuck are fuckennn great for each other.
The script writer is totally messing with my head.
& like in the 7th 8th & 9th episode of season 2(the show).
chuck wants blair to say ' I love you' but but blair wont say it. Silly huh!
But she loves him! She knows it but she doesnt want to admit it. & She's like looking for ways to not say ily & chuck is hers. Goshhhh blair,just say ily. I love chuck. CB is the best best best couple ever. Serena is LAME. Blair & Chuck rockssss wohoooo.
So like Im still waiting for stupid MALAYSIA to play the show but noooooo,malaysia is so freakin lame. Gah,i gotta go online & hope somebody posts it. Pathetic huh?

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Ummmm,i seriously cannot wait forrrrrrrrr the next episode! Gah gah gah gah,mahu mahu.
Its like so addictive. Exactly like gg. & now im blabbering. So um bakri slept over last night & he snores. Heheehehehe,I was like tossing here & there cause I ca't fall asleep cause i kept on thinking about titom & that jijashiznitfuckerrrrr. Fucks. So um um i watched that Dimples movie last night & I was like 'wtf' Cause the movie did not make sense & that girl from the nanny-gracie is like the main charac. The charac was totallyyy wrong for her. She has that innocent image or whatevs & she was playing thisw pyscho slut so so so its was just SOOOOO wrong. Gah,babi amai. Um um,i like alot of ppl. Hot ppl! Hot guys. Hehehee, I love beingggg single :) Kinda,kinda. But but I feel so lonely. Kinda. But i dunoh. I mean like jealous cause cause everyone is like in love & like im all alone & singleee. This sucks & im drunk so so so byeeeeee.

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Aaaa,2pn1,2pk1,2kt1 bbq party.
Hekhek,it was beyondddd awesome. I miss them so so so so so much.
Grrrrrr,ive got nobody to annoy. And there's nobody to upset me or whatever.
Larson,i miss you bullying me.
Niesa i miss you giving me advices.
Trisya i miss standing next to u as shortyyyy.
Syl i miss being stupid with u.
Russ i miss your silly jokes.
Fizul i miss you messing up my hair.
IMY guys so much. Gah.

Being single is fun fun fun fun fun.
Hekhekhekhek. Not really. Okayokayokay,sometimes.
So um,im kinda texting this guy alot. Jul.
Hehehehehe,he's adorable!
EH EH EH,No way no way im gonna fall for him. Hehehehheheheheheh. x)
We will see. Kan kan?

Huh, Sg chicks.

What? We malaysians are not enough?
Sg chicks are wayyy cool u say?
Hmph,jerk.
Ure hot,then you're cold.
I dnt knw what to do with you.
You're silly.
I miss you like madddd,sometimes.
But but but you & that jija chick like grhhh.
Malas ku malas ku malas ku.
No way im gonna get involved in this type of thing again.
Fighting over guys is lameeeeeeeeee.

Holiday!

Um heyyyy.
Its been a very very very long time heh?
Heheheh,so so so now its the holidays!
Grrrr,45 days of lazing around.
Ive been doing the same thing for 5 days now.
Wake up late & eat.
Lie on the couch the wholeeee day & watch tv & sleep & eat.
Dinner then the same thing again. Tv tv tv tv.
Im gonna get fat. W ho cares? Gah.


So,Im done with titom.
But I miss him like crazy. Gah.
Not really,I dono.
EEEE,babi na.
But but but! Im having the time of my life being single. Heheheh.
I totally forgot how it felt to have the guys chasing. Grrrr,prasan prasan! :D