STUPID KK:

You have no idea how much I hate going to school at 7am for stupid cocuricullar or however its supposed to be spelled activities. So yeah I woke up around 6.50 all groggy-ish. Got up from bed and made my bed and and and forced myself to shower. The hot water made me even sleepier. So I wiped myself & put on clothes that are appropriate for kk and went down to eat breakfast. So there I was enjoying my honeystars when suddenly my phone started to ring. I was suprisedhaha. I decided to ignore it,it was probaly Syl who was calling to nag me, cause I was still kinda sleepy 'hurry up hurry up' . So I continued to eat my honeystars,slowly that is. When Syl called me,again. Mayn that woke me up cause my ringtone 'old yellow bricks' was playing nonstop. Which means she was calling and calling and calling me. I answered my phone and here's how the conversation went:

yon: babi babi babi,ku gik makan. its still early lahhh

syl: babi early apa? its 8am paloi

yon: bulak *looks at the clock

syl: mesti kau nangga jam nak?

yon: aok,mesti ck azrina moha nak?

syl: aok,nya madah nya maok paluk kau pkei tiang

yon: babi,aok aok ku dtg kinek

syl: bye sex ganas

yon: aok pepek kenja

So I kononnya 'hurried up' and went to school. Thank God my house is like only 5 minutes away. Hoorayy,haha. So when I got there Ck Azrina was not even there. So i started screaming at Syl and hitting her butt with my shoes. I used my old flip flops and carried my shoes by hand. Turns out handball meeting or whatever you call it handball practice was cancelled. Being the traitors we were,we went to the netball court and again it was empty. So we went to the field where the softball people or however you spell it were playing. But Mr Sewing aka kenja was there so we decided not to go,haha. So we went to the canteen and bought all thse kuih stuff and teh cs peng. We walked outside and sat somewhere shady and started eating our breakfast.

We were talking and giggling when aaron,sherry and fizah came. Aaron=softball Sherry=handball Fizah=netball Turns out the meeting/practice was not cancelled & all the teachers were looking for us. We were like 'wtf,xpenah smua perjumpaan skalik' We usually go play handball then the next week its softball then the next next week we'll go n play netball. So yeah we were kinda worried cause we were spose to join only 1 sports team hahaha. So we told them to go back to the field/court and that we were gonna go there later. So syl and i went back to the canteen to get more food. Then I called my mom,syl called her mom. Then we went home,happy with our full tummies. (:

netball?

handball?

or softball?

DISAPPOINTED ):

MAYNNNNN I wanna watch transformers 2 so badly. Yeah yeah,I wanted to go to the cinema with my friends to watch it but noo mummy won't let me cause yeah PMR is in a few months blablabla. So today Harith & Amarul was all 'the movie was aweeeesomeeeee' They were so excited that they were praticlly spitting on me. So yeah my face got a free facial (; So so so I got all emo and frustrated so I went and bought the dvd right after tucen haha. Im gonna watch it tonight. I know that its not gonna be as awesome as watching it at the cinema. The quality is gonna be horrible and the sound effects at the cineme is wayyy better. It will have to do,haha. I'll watch it after pmr (: Hehehe.



So tumas finally came to his senses and well you know how he is. Wait,maybe you don't. So he's on trial for mmm dono. Hahahaha. So tomorrow i have to go to school. No no no,im so lazy. *sigh But i kinda like school. I just wish that its air-conditioned. Damn you rich kids who go to private schools. We poor kids have to go to stupid public school thats so hot. Haha,yeah yeah so today was incredible. Did my usual stuff then went out with bakri dale yen arthur mummy. Hahaha it was sooo fun. ' tucu tucu tucu my tusu' =.=' dale is nuts hahaha (:

MJ yeah

I only got the chance to go online today. So today is MICHAEL-JACKSON-DAY!



I was really shocked when I got home from kk and my mom told me ' Michael Jackson died' && I was like laughing & everything. Then she looked at me as if I was crazy. She was serious. So I was like stunned and when I got home i immediately switched the telly on. And maynnn,the news was all 'MJ died MJ died' I grew up listening to Michael Jackson. Dancing like an idiot in front of the telly trying to imitate his groovy dance moves. I remember dragging my mom around searching for his albums haha. So yeah,MJ was an awesome musician singer and we all love him. But yeah,we're all gonna die someday. He died at the age of 50,fate ppl. God bless your soul,MJ (:

FRIDAY FRIDAY

Frustrated cause:

Exams in two weeks
Someone is being really foolish
Everyone is fighting nonstop
I have to teach voice projection to the juniors
My phone won't cooperate with me

Angry cause:

Claudea is an idiot,I feel like kicking your head boitch
Syl is letting stupid stuff distract her
Someone is pushing me out again
Stupid teacher only got 2 months suspension for molesting 4 girls


Shocked cause:

Stupid fareesya is pregnant
Bob is actually 18
Im not easily irritated anymore,thanks Fr. Rufus!

I want:

I want to be tangled up in you
I want to be on your mind 24/7
I want to be your everything
I want to be your hoop so you'll play with me
I want to be the strings to your guitar
I want to be shoelace to your cute nike shoes
I want you to admit your weaknesses
I want you to say those words properly
I want you to stop thinking about everything else
I want you to stop caring about what everyone else is thinking
I want you to open up to me
I want you to stop pushing me away
I want you to stop lying to yourself
I want you to stop being self conscious
I want you to care
I want you to want me
I want you you to show me your soft side


MOOF ):

Too bad you'll never do any of ths thngs cause you're egoistic & you're afraid. You would rather hold back. SWWWEEEETTT huh?

I LIKE:

I like flowers
I like boys
I like chocolate
I like holding hands
I like hugs
I like being pampered
I like feeling safe
I like to read
I like maths
I like english
I like history
I like recess
I like cartoons
I like John Mayer
I like being emo
I like snuggling up with people
I like chick flicks
I like comedies
I like horror movies
I like male models
I like to talk
I like to sleep
I like to laugh
I like my colourful undies
I like the rain
I like to travel
I like icecream
I like being liked
I like acting
I like to eat
I like french toast
I like scrambled eggs
I like flip flops
I like toilet-shaped clouds
I like curly fluffy hair on guys
I like long walks
I like hearing Yen sing
I like seeing my mom happy
I like it when daddy doesnt play golf
I like it when my grandpapa farts
I like it when my grandma dyes her hair
I like aunty ChiniChini cause she is bonkers
I like it when Mikhail complains
I like it when Iman snuggles up to me at night
I like Fabian cause he's my big teddy bear cousin
I like Rach cause she's so prasan ganster
I like Ryan cause he's a scardy cat
I like Anas cause she makes everything colourful
I like it that Nanda is so sexy
I like Abg Mamalia cause he acts like he's my age
I like Abg Yoi cause he prasan macho
I like Arthur cause he makes Yen happy
I like Syl cause she's world class standard when it comes to bestfriends
I like Niesa cause she's so decent
I like Russ cause he has been by my side since my tadika days
I like Larson cause he sticks to me like glue
I like Dom cause we can talk about anything & he understands me
I like Rex cause he drives everyone crazy
I like Alby cause he's a hippo
I like Grinas cause he thinks he's my age
I like kit cause he's a part of my past
I like Tiff cause she gives wonderful advices
I like Raffy cause he's crazy and down to earth
I like Alan cause he lets me get away with anything
I like Fizul cause he's my bodyguard
I like Titom cause he cares
I like Fiqah cause she lives next door
I like Trisya cause she's my umbrella
I like Nano cause she is always in a gossiping mood
I like Intan cause she's rough & nice
I like Bakri & Dale cause they're so funny and crazy
I like Adele cause she accepts me the way I am
I like Flor cause she scolds me when I do bad things
I like Fan cause he says we're both sexy
I like Jonny cause he's funny and obsessed with nunga-nungas

As you can see,I like alot of things & people (:

Love you Daddy (:

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY,DADDY (;

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!
You taught me to put my studies first and always be a leader,not a follower. You made me push myself. You always give me the best of everything. You're wonderful you're crazy you're my daddy (: You taught me the art of taking control. I love it when you kiss mummy yen n my cheeks when you go somewhere. I love it that you can never say no to me. I love you eventhough you tend to be stubborn sometimes. We love you daddy (:

Yeay saturday!

I wanna say THANKS to Dale who like taught me how to play with this blog thingy. How to change everything. How to put this how to put that. Thanks yeayyy (: Now my blog boleh tahan nice oso hehehe.

Finally i have time to actually lie down & like go online. Check my fb & um ms & fs. Hahahaha,so boring lah. So like everyone have licence ody. But nobody ajak me go out pun? Dahla me so emo ths days hahaha. Like mm my girl sickness 1 week plus ody. Haha,everyone kenak marah. Sorrry ):

So mm my results=horrible. Not really,I kinda expected more A's. *sigh Next exam okay? Im gonna study till my ass jatuh 1. Hahah,mmmmmm. I have nothing to say.

I miss hols ody lah. Tht trip to sibu. (:






I may be all single-ish. But im a sucker for pictures like this. Whoever is like my soulmate better get ready. Cause 10 years is quite short. He has to get ready for the waveeeee thats coming his way haha.

EE im so lazy to like save deviantart pictures to photobucket. So lamak. So until here ony lah hahahhaa.

I <3 bald sheeps hahahaha (:

BYEBYE HOLIDAYS ):

I just logged in and guess who just got home. My sister's boyffffieee! She's super excited to see that loud bidayuh haha. Finally my ears are at peace cause I won't have to hear yen say 'i miss arthurrrr,i miss tutter' hoorayyyy =.='
my house is all bising again,i miss my silent-private time <3

So yeah time to put my faded flip flops in the shoe cubbie ): Start ironing my uniform for next week && mmm i can't wait to see fucked up nerds i call classmates tomorrow. hooray,yeah right. SCREW THAT. Hahahaha i can't wait to see syl,russ & larson though. Results results! I <3 exams tehehe.

So yeah like usual my cousins and myself like had a conf last night on msn and they're all 'the score was like 6-0 maynnnn' yeay me,im blessed with a big number of male cousins. I dnt undrstnd football soccer or whatever you call it. What's the point of wait,how many ppl play tht game again? 22? 22 men chasing one ball around some large field. Like heh. I rather watch AFC,oh yeah. The cooking channel. No screw that,i rather have sexyyawn time with my earphones on bed re-reading my gg collections. No i would rather wait for dale to gimme links to websites full with male models pig-tores and get all dreamy haha. Though most male models are gay,thats so sad ): im sad ):

I absolutely love basketball players. OHHHLALALA sexy okay? Tall and sexy with their tough tummies. *drooling titom is a guhhhreat example ;) yeah i have a terrible addiction. Addicted to the 3 C's and the opposite sex. Though im not that relationship type of girl. I tend to make things complicated haha. I'll let a guy sweep me off my feet when I know he can handle my moodswings. Im hard to take care of haha. Im like the queen of manas-ing okay? Hahahaha.

So yeah,im gonna be busy with studying and stuff. Again,so long hols! (:





Heh im so bored. Someone call me and say 'yawn lesgo out' PLEASE?

Praise the Lord! <3

So I just got back from this retreat at sibu. It was sick hohohoho. So the talker was this Father Rufus guy from India. && he's soooo. Im speechless. Though father stan it still the best AY AY AY!

So we arrived at the retreat centre around 5pm. && the 3 hour drive was horrible. Try being in a car with rex & tom for 3 hours ): It was like beyond crazy hahaha. Im glad they came though. So the talk stuff blablabla. He hs perfrmd lotsa miracles. && I was amazed. His stories are so breath-taking okay? So at the end of the retreat we had this individual healing sessions. We wrote what we wanted on a piece of paper n like showed it to him & he prayed over us. So like it was my turn. Like only 3 seconds passed and *BAMMMM slammed okay? Like gila lah haha. Healing priest. I was shocked to see lotsa people gt slammed or being slammed or slammed. Hahaha,so my body just went all jelly-like && I totally blacked out. Thank you holy spirit! So when I woke up I was like 'omg no effing way that just happened' I was kinda shocked and my head till my lower back was all warm & tingly. Suprisingly I did not feel a thing. No bruise or whatever. It was like sleeping on a water bed & my heart and mind ws so peaceful. Crap Im so happy I went to that retreat.

I came home with one bruise though. Thanks to titom & rex ): Titom bit my leg & rex pinched the same spot. Like big bruise okay? I blame you two ): So anyways Im kinda excited that the holidays are coming to an end. But Im gonna miss my late nights and late mornings. I love waking up late (: Im so excited to get my exam results. How many a's any c's? Come on lah,i studied like fuck. No effing way I want a stupid C printed on my report card.

Im sorry for my english errors im kinda in a rush hahaha

OH YEAH,reminds me. Need to go check out wether my uniform still fits or not. I gained so much weight this gawai ha ha ha. I don't care hahahaha (:

):

SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE!

Friends are spose to be good influences or however you say it.

AY AY AY Im so sick of you and your hypocrite self. Im done with letting you step all over me. Yeah all this while Im all 'yeah yeah biar jak,you're older blablabla' but like come on lah. Come to your senses,Its not right to treat people like that. You've hurt my feelings gah Ive lost count of how many times. Im sick of you telling me what to do. Im sick of your mood swings. You're only nice when you want something. Im sick of you taking my stuff without permission. Hello i dont mind if you wanna borrow them but at least ask && take good care of it. But nohhhhh,you just have to leave it lying around,lose it,spill coke all over it,stretch my expensive tops. Yes good yes very good. And yes I let you enjoy yourself. I don't tell on you.

I know Im good enough,at least I actually study and have good grades. I can't stand looking at my parent's faces. I will suceed & I won't let you get to me. From now on,you're on your own. Do what you want. Smoke drink take drugs. I dont give a fuck nemore. If you won't come to your senses,then I don't wanna be around you. You're a bad influence. Go away! I tried my best to stir you in the right direction. Buttt noooo,you just won't listen. ADIOS!

Confused

*sighh
Im all confused,left right left right. I feel like everyone is running around me in circles & they're all calling my name 'yon yon yon yon' My headache doesnt help,perfect timing for me to get sick. Heh,this sucks. Im feeling down someone pick me up please?

I miss my friends,I miss feeling so happy,I miss not having one single thing to worry about. I miss 2008. ):

I NEED A NEW PHONE ASAP!

SICK LIKE SHIT

Im sick im sick thanks to Gawai!
My nose is running yeayyyyy tissues tissues
BLEAGH! I hate being sick.
F-Y!