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i changed my link

2010-01-01T20:21:00.001+08:00

pheonnenataliesudin.tumblr

ala i dont care anymore lah,who wants to stalk me
ah do it so lazy wanna change my link allllll thhhheeee timeeeeee

ME FREAKING OUTTTTT :3

2009-12-25T14:07:00.003+08:00

BM-A
ENGLISH-A
MATHEMATICS-A
SCIENCE-A
HISTORY-A
GEOGRAFI-A
KHB/PN-A

I GOT STRAIGHT A'S I GOT STRAIGHT A'S I GOT STRAIGHT A'S. Now ain't you proud of your lil girl daddy? :) Send me roses from heaven hihi. I must must study hard next year. Form 4 uh. Who sayyyyyy form 4 honeymoon year? Form 4 is when you learn the basic. You can't get anywhere if your foundation is weak :) VE MUSTTTTTT STUUUDYYYYY! :3

Congrats all Pmr students who got good results! For those whose results are not satisfying. Well,study smarter for your spm. Spm is the real deal wah wah wah. Congrattssss everyyyyoneeee. Once again batch '94 broke the record. We broke the records 2 years ago-upsr & we did it again yesterday. 37 straight A's! Youuu goooo Smk Kid love you mwah mwah mwah Smk Kidurong! Ill only be moving to kl in february so Ill still be a student of 4s1 in Smk Kidurong yipeeeeeee. For a month only thoughhh :( I just know Ill get too attached. Sigh.

After mom picked me up from school yesterday. We went to do my school stuff. Hey hey Apiit Smart School go-ers! Yon is coming :) I hope subang is a good area. Or we can always stay in shah alam. Apiit provides transport :))

IM SAD & EXCITED ABOUT MOVING AND I MISS MY DADDY. LOVE YOUS DADDY,MWA MWA <3

paloi

2009-11-29T13:12:00.003+08:00

i emailed a certain someone
& poured my heart out,told ze person everything
(EMAILED !!!!!!)
& now i feel like an idiot
cos that certain someone did not reply
oh fuggg
i even said " truce " -.-
im not even sure the person read it :O
imma fool

im off to kl again this wed,sighh
im gonna miss my friends
i was all excited about my bday bash this year
looks like the bday bash is on hold,wait till i get back okays? :)
pmr results booooo
so long ah
maok mati udah ku nunggu result ya klua tek
agik lamak kah?
does anyone knows the exact date yet?

im gonna gain weight again
im really fond of food u knw C:

i want dale to come over now
where this diva
so long ah =.=

sick girl reporting to blogspot

2009-11-23T11:24:00.005+08:00

IM MORE ACTIVE AT TUMBLR
IVE BEEN POSTING THE SAME THING OVER & OVER AGAIN
THE LINK IS AT THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY BLOG
ON THE LIST OF BLOGS I FOLLOW
OR IF URE LAZY: fat-assyon.tumblr.com

SO HELLO PFDC WAS GREAT! GREAT I TELL YOU
2 NITES IN A ROW

HI MY NAME IS PHEONNE
& NOW I AM SICK & VOICELESS
COS OF THE 2 NITES OF ENDLESS MAD DANCING & HEAD BANGING & ALSO THANKS TO THE RAIN ON THE 2ND NITE
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT CAME OVER ME
IT STARTED TO RAIN HEAVILY & WE WERE STILL DANCING AS IF THE WEATHER WAS SOOOO DAYUUUM FINE

SO HELLO FEVER RUNNY NOSE BODY ACHES ESP MY NECK & SORE THROAT YIPEEEE

I DONT CARE,I HAD FUN
I DANCED MY WORRIES AWAY
GREAT MUSIC,GREAT FOOD,GREAT FAMILY & FRIENDS & GREAT BF!
WHAT ELSE DO YOU NEED?

SO RAFFY & SHAFIQ WENT BACK TO KCH ODY :(
MISS YOU 2 NOOBS BAHAHHAHA
COME BACK SOON!

MM WHAT ELSE
OH YA MY BDAY VEH NEAR ODY,GO SAVE MONEY & GET ME NICE PRESENT AH

&& PMR RESULTS OMIGOSHHHHH
I SWEAR I WILL CRY IF I DNT GET STRAIGHT A'S
BUT ILL CRY ALSO IF I GET STRAIGHT A'S HAHA
I THINK 6'As =MY LOWEST TARGET,COS ANYTHING LOWER THAN THAT MY MOM WOULD KILL ME & THROW ME INTO SOME RIVER :)

SOOOO UH O YEAH
I FINALLY CHANGED MY NUMBER!
TIRED OF BEING NAGGED BY MY FRIENDS LOL
SO YEAH IM A CELCOM USER NOW!
YIIIPEEEEE

what elseeeeee,mmmmm
im spose to go bck to kl this 6th of dec
but now my dad wants to go on the 30th of nov
i wonder
should i stay here & wait fr my pmr results
or fly to kl first then fly back to get my pmr results thn fly back to kl along with yen?
xmas with intan hazel this year yeah! if i move to kl we should enroll at ktj together kay babe? <333

OKAY SO LAZY WANNA TYPE NOW,K BYE X

2009-11-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

Meet Sylviana Jones!
my heart & soul,
my bestest bestie after Russ
"fab circleeeee"
shes so silly,i lafff yuh syl <3

2009-11-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

ohhhh gooshhhh today was superb!
performed twice && omigosh i feel great <3

READ THIS YOU MOFO

2009-11-15T13:11:00.004+08:00

aww baby boy that post doesnt affect me in any way at all :)
whyyy,you & your so called hurtful words can go jump off a cliff
you aint as keejay as you think you are
go eat your fav avacado sandwich hun cos you're nothing but a piece of trash
we all make mistakes & you were my biggest mistake
im happy now,you're not
it aint fun balancing 123291382 girls at once
i hope all of your hair fall off
you're a fag & i hope you read this & cry your ass off
CHEERS! This is for all the girls you played.
*bitchslap

o yeah,for barb & the gang
we're gonna eat you alive

look there goes emo girl

2009-11-14T11:05:00.002+08:00

sheesh just the thought of going for practice makes me all moody & emo

i spent the whole nite sketching & writing everything so that it wld be easier for them
then later im gonna get a hugeee packet of candy & give it to anybody who can do the steps
lets hope theyll cooperate :)

whenever im with my friends & we do silly stuff im all happy & everything. but as soon as i get home & im alone again i get alllll moooodyyyy again. then when i go out again,im all happy then when i get back the same thing happens again. oh gosh this sucks

i wanna go to sushi tie. come mummy! im gng out,bye bye bye x

2009-11-13T18:54:00.002+08:00

OHH FUGGG,the school knows if they give the pressies early lots of the students wont come this monday. Russ & I were uber excited just now cause the results of the poem reciting comp was spose to be anncd today but but but then they chngd their minds n decided to annce it next monday. Anyways kudos to my class! Finalists! O yeah this monday we're gonnnaaaa kick your asses yeeehaaa :) Not that I dnt love kt1 & pn2,lol =.= Um,went to practice at bda field. Pffftttt,had a hard time teaching my classmates the steps to the song. And I am superrr nervous about singing in front of the whole school this coming monday!

I mean like the other day,it was only in front of all the form three students so yeah not much anxiety. But this coming monday ayayayayai nervous like fug mayn. Omigoshhhh I hte it that I have to sing a solo! Im seriously scared. Im gonna practice like hell so that I dont make a complete fool of myself in front of the whole school =.=

" Here in my home,
Ill tell you what its all about,
Theres just one hopeeeeee here in my heart,
One love undivided,
Thats what its all about,
Please wont you fall in one by one by one wimme? "

"Years of fears & Years of tribulations,my heart keeps searching for endless devotion"

KJDWDJUQWIEUQWIEUQWIE

2009-11-12T14:52:00.002+08:00

YOU CAN GO ROT IN HELL(!)
I HATE YOU & YOUR GUTS A-HOLE
I DO NOT CARE IT WAS JUST A QUICK TOUCH
I SERIOUSLY DESPISE PERVERTS LIKE YOU
TOUCH ME AGAIN
THEN ILL HAPPILY CHOKE YOU TO DEATH
DO NOT,I REPEAT DO NOT MESS WIMME
& DONT YOU FAGS FUCKING UNDERESTIMATE ME

JUST CAUSE I LOOK ALL SWEET & NICE
DOESNT MEAN I CANT BITE YOUR IDIOTIC HEAD OFF
I HOPE THAT SLAP HURTSSSS LIKE HELL
CUZ YOU EFFING DESERVE IT(!!!!)

2009-11-11T20:32:00.002+08:00

YAY MY TUMBLARITY IS GOING UP UP UP. COME ON PEOPLE MOVE TO TUMBLR!

O yeah,Flor just texted me. Isaac is conscious now! Hallelujah. We must keep on praying. Eh flor! You don't worry kay later Adele & me eat for you at the bs party! Come home soon <3

I cant help wondering how it feels to be in a coma,must be scary. Thank God Isaac is no longer in a coma now :)

2009-11-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

PHEONNE BANOON NATALIE AK SUDIN LOST HER VOICE BECAUSE

JUST NOW AT SCHOOL THEY PLAYED ACID BALL & SHE SCREAMED

HER LUNGS OUT LIKE A FUCKING FOOL WHO RAN AROUND IN

CIRCLES TRYING TO AVOID GETTING HIT BY THE STUPID ACID BALL.

2009-11-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

jeez,went to mil park egenggggg becosh ek hong nating tu du. mai bat herts,my bek herts,my everitink herts. bet ai don ker bicos aim veh veh hairrr-peeeee. tumoro hev tu goh tu skewl,soh lezi. bet ai hev a poem resaitel competiten tu wing. wish mi lak k. aim guing tu bed,sho tai yerd ho. nait! xxxxxx

2009-11-10T13:54:00.002+08:00

OHHH GOSHHH,i can never decide. My last post said I was moving to tumblr. But ive been feeling guiltyyyy. Like everyone-leaving-fs-for-fb guilt type bahahaha.

So i shall blog a lil bit here. But for frequent updates,go to my tumblr blog. O yeah pipuuuullll,relink me okay? :)

So Ive been going to school these last few days,funnnnnnn okay. I forgot how much I enjoyed being silly with my friends. Lol,so long neh have fun. So yeah we've been going out everyday. Our usual hang out venues. Mil

Park,Eng tat,my house,beach & um everywhr around kidurong haha. Is there such a thing called butt bone? Cos if there is,I think I dislocated mine. If thats possible HAHAHAHA. Serioussslyyyy,we were running

around & screaming our heads off at mil park then I jumped to hang onto that pole thingy. Wanna show yang my arms got muscle lah konon. Then I like jumped & moved my butt then *cracckkkkk oh shucks i like sat

down on the floor immediately & poked my own butt. To see if it hurts or not. IT DIDDDDDD! Hahahahaha.
I ignored the pain & started to play around again. We were soooo louuddd,the other people who were there

freaked out I think hahahaha. So then Fiqah said we could go home with her. As if our houses were sooo far (10 mins walk) it was getting dark when fiqah's mom came,ON A SCOOTER!! Intan was laughing like a

maniac & I screamed cos i panickd & i said its almost dark & we're still here. Our parents would freakkk. I pulled her & we started to run in the direction of our houses. Sepek lah juak hahahahah,takut mena kenak

anok bos hahahahaha. My butt hurts & I was like tempang-ish. So imagine intan & me running. Limping la actlly,hahaha. limping in a very fast pace hahahahaha. By the time I reached home,the azan thingy was um

playing ody? Hahaha,luckily my mom didnt get mad. So yeah,showered then we went out for dinner lol. Suffered the whole nite,my butt seriously hurts. It still hurts now :( My poooorrrr poooorrrr legs hahaha.

Sheeeshhh still cant believe im gonna go play again today. O yeah,i wanna go shower now. Have pc practice around 3. & its 2 now,it takes me 1 hour to shower. Looks like im late alrdy bahahahahah.

RUSS WILL CALL ME IN 30 MINS & SAY 'WTHHH ARE YOUUUU'

i shall screen my calls after this HAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-11-04T10:36:00.002+08:00

OH GOSH I GIVE UP

IM SO LAZY TO BLOG AT 2 SITES.

IM STICKING TO TUMBLR.

THE LINK IS AT THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY PAGE

GO FIND IT "MY TUMBLR BLOG" CEPAT

2009-11-02T17:29:00.002+08:00

im crying im crying i was crying im still crying crappppp

syl email-ed me,told me everything then i started crying n she was already crying i feel like an asshole for not being there i wanna go home now. i feel like crap. all i need right now is my friends. my lovely lovely friends. i miss you too babe,so much. never eh we've been apart this long. i hate kl,i hate kl so much right now. all i wanna do is go home,meet up with my friends,talk & cry. talk n cry cos so mch has been gng on with each & everyone of us & it sucks for me to not be there when my friends need me the most when i need them the most.

i wanna go home NOW
I MISS YOU PEOPLE,I NEED YOU GUYS NOW!!!!!!

2009-11-02T16:24:00.001+08:00

1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes . Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6. That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ … that will bring on a ‘whatever’).

8. Whatever: Is a womens way of saying FUCK YOU!

9. Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to 3.

2009-11-02T14:50:00.002+08:00

Chicks before dicks for eternity. Anddd yes Russ,Larson & Alan fall under the category 'chicks' :)

Wanna know why? Cause friends tend to disappoint less then boyfriends.

Okay so today is All Souls Day.

My my,this year has been a very rough journey. Ive lost so many friends & family members. Life is uber-short. With all the deaths & my dad's sickness I learnt a valuable lesson which is we should value all the things that we have right now. Never take anything or anyone for granted because God can take it away any minute. My mom & I offered yesterday's mass via the book of remembrance for all of our relatives who've gone to rest. So today I would like all of you to join me in prayer also for all the friends we've lost. Especially for Jay,Tony & Rash who passed away this year. Jay & Rash,school is so dull without you guys. Still can't believe you're gone. Accidents & heart diseases took your young lifes. Which was so totally unfair :( We still miss you,we still love you. You guys will be in our hearts forever :) Tony,well. Lets just say my trips to kuching seem to be incomplete these days. We'll continue to look after anasbananas for you :)

2009-10-31T16:02:00.003+08:00

So yesterday I went out with Alby & Yol. And we had the best time ever (!!) Firstly Alby came to pick me up & then we went to kl central. Letmetellyou,I met so many interesting characters on the train & LRT haha. It didnt use to be this fun last time. Probaly cause I was less grown up & less observant. So back to the story. I hate touching things that are not guarenteed 100 percent clean. So slowly I took out my small tissue pack & took one out. I wrapped it around the pole & happily touched it :) Alby touched it already so I just stared at his hand touching the pole :D I was given weird looks by the people butyeah who cares,I like to be clean.

So then we met up with Yol at kl central,hehe super fun. So long neh see her. We were walking around & Alby said " look for someone who looks kinda lost " Then Yol was the one who found us first,lol. So we went to Imbi(time square) Bought some top then went to borders. I seriously wanted to stay there the whole day. Had a hard time choosing what books to get cos they were all so niceeeee. Crappy maynn. So in the end I closed my eyes & grabbd as many books in the pile I build. Haha. Then we got bored & decided to go eat. So then we went to bb to eat. The man at the shop was suprisingly rude. Excuse me sir,try treating your customers nicely. They're the ones giving you money. ASS. Before we got there we got lost. Trying to find jalan alor or something like that. We panicked when we saw the celcom fair thingy & thought we we lost. Turns out jalan alor was a 2 min walk from there lol.

So then I wanted to go to mng & the place with the coolest stock was of course pavi. Im very disappointed with mng this time. Seriously no new tops,borrringgggg. So we went to forever 21 & a few other shops where I spent my money bahaha. Poor Alby had to follow Yol & me around. He enjoyed himself I think. Looking at all the weird tops haha. " Wht this neckline so low,boobies nampak bah" Hahahaha. So Yol & me went to try on stuff & we had to leave Alby outside :( poor hippo! I paid for the tops n dresses then we went out. So by then it was already about 7 something. So we walked to dome at bb to do some s______-ing. Hung around there till about 8 something. Then we took the lrt to kl central. We waited for Yol to find a cab,but no cab wanted to take r cause of the jam & her place is quite close. One guy actually told her to walk. IS HE SERIOUS? Yol's a girl,it was super dark already & it was raining also! How can you say that to a girl? Its not safe & I cursed that cab driver. ASS! Then Alby & me went backkkk. Bought chocs & sempat go cb kejap. Pure vanilla yum yum. Was so tired. Walking around & buying stuff & trying on stuff. Yes Im really tired. Talked on the phone for a while with my bf. Who's an idiot btw.

Thanks Alby & Yol for bringing me out :)) Kl is so much fun-er with people from back home. Not that I dislike going out with my cousins who are from kl haha.

Im sick of this lah,I don't mind white lies. But if its something this big it just hurts. To think that you would do such a thing ugh

2009-10-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

I decided that I would keep my blogspot account. Tumblr is for pictures & um lil notes. Blogspot is for endless rambling. Thanks! X

2009-10-25T21:41:00.001+08:00

YO PIPUL I MOVED TO TUMBLR,TUMBLR SHO SUPER KEWL

http://fat-assyon.tumblr.com/

please relink me muahahaha <3

2009-10-25T13:45:00.002+08:00

Im in the process of moving to tumblr. BAHAHAHA tumblr so fun *lick screen lick screen

2009-10-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

Why must people bad mouth me? Who say I cannot speak Iban? " Bulak nya iban eh,klaka iban pun xpandei. agik rupa iban sikda " So you & your shallow mind can eat your words because I can speak Iban! Not all Iban's are low-lifes ( not that Im bad mouthing other ibans ) But yes,it is a fact. Whenever you go to town,the youngsters hanging about in the ripped clothing who look like thieves are usually Ibans. But please,not all Iban's are like that. Like my family for instance,we are educated & you don't see me walking around town as if Im on drugs. So please,just because Im not a sampah masyarakat don't think that Im not Iban. As if I don't understand when you people talk about me in Iban. UGHHHHH

Tuk aku kak nunjuk agai kitak semua aku nemu bejakuk iban. Baca amat-amat leka jakuk ku tuk. Anang gik kitak ngumbai aku ndak nemu bjakuk _____ dirik empu. Sekumbang ku slalu pulai rumah panjai subak,salu meh aku betemu ngau bala-bala dirik sebilik. Nyadi ku ninga sidak ya bjakuk iban. Nyu melut mata ku,laban ndak nemu nama utai ke sidak ya. Aku sigik nemu bjakuk iban,tang tik jakuk iban dalam. Ndak entu nemu meh aku. Tang urang tuai diatuk,pantang ndak nemu jakuk iban dalam alu meh sidakya bjakuk utai jaik tentang kitai. Pantang kitai nyaut mimit,alu dipadah ka urang kitai ngelaban sidak iya. Udah nyak,tik nitih ke sidak iya. Tik kitai tuk induk,mesti diau bak dapur. Nulung urang berapi smua. Kami sigik ngereja pengawa nyak,tang ndak slalu diau bak dapur. Ndak patut seari-ari kak berapi ajak-ajak. Legik utai dempa ndak abis,nganuk gak. Madah kitai ngayah ke utai. Akai dai. Susah amai. Kenyak meh idup aku sekumbang indai apai ku bak kl. Kami diibun inik kami. Merinsak amai. Tang manah gak bisi urang ngibun. Ndak gak aku ngau madik ku rapal. Ya gak aku slalu nadai bak rumah. Slalu bak skula,maya nyak kami kak periksa PMR. Diatuk,aku bak kl. Nyamai gak asai. Ku endak betah tik tlalu lamak jauh ari indai apai aku. Ya gak aku paling biak. Udah meh nyak,nangkak tuk ajak ku bjakuk. Tik nitih ke peneka ati,lamak udah ku baduk nulis. Semadi ngenang urang madah ku ndak nemu bjakuk iban. Baca meh tuk!

2009-10-24T17:57:00.004+08:00

Last nite i was sleeping then suddenly i woke up cos i thought i smelled icecream. Now u must think im crazy cos usually icecream is odourless fragrance less eh whatevvvvvaaaaa lazy wanna think so then i got hungry then syl texted me. wanted to scream when i saw the text,wanted to call her but neh credit so lame haihhhh

okay back to the story i got hungry then i fought with myself wanna go get icecream or not. kept on arguing with myself then the next minute i knw i was on the floor in front of the refrigerator ( eh i think i splld it wrong who cares ) with my blue spoon inna tube of icecream hihihihihihi

kudos to the person who created icecreammmmmm mwa mwa mwa!

bahahahhahhaa oh no my mom cme into my room & the first thing she said
" uve only been here a few days & ur clothes are everywhere "
muahahahahaha i guess my " later " from my last post was not soon enough haihhh

i think my bf s angry cs ive been neglecting him since ive got here.
food first,love later.
i shall call him tonite or maybe it wll be the other way round muahahahahaha that is if i remember i tend to frgt after my tummy s satisfied okay gtg going out bye xx

2009-10-24T13:00:00.004+08:00

Am I smart enough for inter schl? You have to be super smart to enter the school I have my eyes on,I mean high level of knowledge on everything. Cos if you msk Y11,o levels trus whttt Ive been goyang kaki-ing since PMR ended what 2 weeks ago? What if I forgot all the things I learnt for 3 years? :O I meannn likeee Im so used to being in the top class back home. But obviously in inter schools the smartness (not even sure if thats a word muahahaha) level is like so much higher. I mean to be in the top class. If theres even a top class. honour class or whatever they call it

What if Im actually not so smart or in simple words Imma big dumbo after all :O

Plus if I enroll there next year Ill be taking O Levels & thats scary plus I just finishd pmr & but yeah seriously what if Im actually stupid :O What if I can't catch up with all the new subs & my O Levels results are horrible poopie shitty crappy? Or am I worrying too much? I haven't even visited the schools I want to go to yet & Im already worried about the assesment test. Should I study? Im too lazy to do that. So worried yet so lazy. So odd

So should I stick with my decision to go to an inter school when we move next year? cant even decide what flavour of icecream to get,but this i can decide. i wanna go to inter schl

What if the school I wanna go to has no space for new students? Takkan I wana go to fairview pulak,I wanna go to GIS or Alice Smith at least. Cempaka is my last choice. But seriously,what if no space for new students? && Y11 starts Aug 09. What am I gonna do while waiting for school to start? If I already move to kl takkan I just wana goyang kaki & wait for school to start?

My mom said better I go to school at smk kid first while waiting for my acceptance letter/school starts which is IF I get in. I hope they don't put me on the waiting list. I hope some kid like get expelled then there's space for me. Shiet thats selfish righttttt. Dnt care he/she must be so noob to get expelled neways op okay sorry. I hope that I get a place in the school & nobody has to get expelled for itttt

My parents are so determined to move.

At first I thought they were playing around. But then I was told to look for schools & the fees & the area & stuff ohhh shietttt im moving nomore classmates ive known since kindergarten nomore lepak engtat nomore eleh i can go back ba hols but alaaaaa it wont be the same as seeing them everyday haihhhhh :\

i think i wanna cry now so lets hope the financial stuff & the space stuff & the test stuff can be handled & I get to go to GIS/alice smith/cempaka. School u better make me smart bcos ur fees so spensive make my eyes burn if x,i memberontak oh muahahahaha

now i wana cry i wanna move i dont wanna move i wanna move but can kah if i bring my friends? haiya dont wana worry bout that. later my i bcome old

so cold stupid aircond i forgot where i put the remote my room so messy. if my mom comes in she'll eat me up oh no better tidy up but so lazy later lah hahahaha

i wanna go eat icecream bye xx

eh if you have any comments about the school stuff,im me at msn
yawnhohohaha@hotmail.com

2009-10-23T13:47:00.002+08:00

I cry when I think of Ed Westwick =.=

2009-10-22T11:52:00.006+08:00

ksdkajdksjdskjdksd

The joys of being alive,I get to eat all of this. I don't care I get fat,they're too yummy to resist haihhhh 0_0

2009-10-21T22:31:00.003+08:00

I can finish 2 tubes of Haagen Dazs' Apricot & Cream/Cookies & Cream in 15 minutes. The thing I love

about KL is that all kinds of food are at your fingertips here. Gimme good food over clothes anyday.

2009-10-21T15:42:00.002+08:00

Can't you see that you're suffocating me? I want my freedom back haihhh 0_0

How can you dream big when you're being tied down to the floor mhmm?

2009-10-20T22:32:00.004+08:00

LOL,had nothing better to do.

Will post another pic after Ive been here a few days. I guarentee it won't be this neat muahahahaha :D

Hi hello Im blogging from my room at NCI here. This place is really nice,seriously. I expected it to be medical-ish. But oh-boy was I proven wrong. I was super suprised when I was greeted by modern architecture,lol. So my flight was sokay. Travelling alone has its advantages. Oh yeah,I can't help but grin when I think of the attendant who escorted me everywhere throughout my trip. Can someone spell major hottie puh-lease? Oh boy oh boy. I went all giggly school girl ish when the attendant at klia took me to claim my baggage on that super cool car thingy. Had so much fun driving around in that,I mean like everyone else had to walk but I just had to sit & relax. Took my bags & we went to platform 3. Spotted my mom & we went all matrix slow motion about-to-hug motion. Mayn,53 days without my mom was unbearable. Hugged my daddy who was in the car,he looks better now. So we talked & talked & talked nonstop. My uncle was with us,his flight back to qatar is abt 8 hours away so he went back to NCI with us. So then we went to some mamak shop & ate. BLABLABLABLA boring stuff. It has only been 3 days & my nails are already chipped & I did not bring my nail polish. haihhhh =.= So now Im watching gossip girl,ugh season 2 on 8tv. Eww,season 3 is like out already! Slow much? Yeah,Im super thankful this place has astro services. FANTASTIC OKAY! :3

So okay Im blogging in my room. Scary okay,I don't like sleeping alone in a strange place. But who cares,my own room. lol :)) So bintulu people don't miss me too much kay? Love you guys like crazy mwa mwa mwa!

2009-10-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

I hate bugs,you have no idea how much I hate bugs
Im at teapot atm & 5 minutes ago I was happily surfing the net when I saw something move.
EW EW EW,i immediately screamed when I saw it was a cockroach. I don't care it was tiny,bug-alert!
Scary smelly stupid ew bug. Ugh,you have no idea how much I hate bugs. They're the only creatures I despise.

Im off to kl tmrw! YIIPEEE YAYY YOOO,giddy up jigga man aley yoop moohajucka chicka chocko rep rep!
Miss my mummy miss my daddy ((:

2009-10-19T15:06:00.003+08:00

Chuck Bass: We could never be boring.

Blair Waldorf: You say that, but I know you. You're Chuck Bass.

Chuck Bass: I'm not Chuck Bass without you.

I would kill to have my very own Chuck Bass HAIHHHH 0_0

2009-10-19T09:54:00.003+08:00

What is it with the fb-sters these days?
They add us up,then they write on our walls "thanks for adding"
wth? hello,don't you know the difference between adding & approving?
So please,if you added me up & I approved,
Say "Thanks for approving" not "Thanks for adding" or Ill delete you muahahahaha :3

2009-10-18T19:33:00.005+08:00

You don't seem to understand,I don't want this to end
But you keep on rambling about things I dont wanna hear
Why can't you see things the way I see it?

Who to gimme piggyback rides when I weight 45kg?
Who to poke my tummy?
Who to listen to me whine about my hair & other stupid girlish stuff?
Who to come over & hit poopy bobo?
Who to call poopy bobo podobodo or something lidat?
Who to wipe my tears away?
Who to ikat mati the strings on my top?
Who to sit wimme during church?
Who to watch lame movies wimme?
Who to scare me?
Who to draw for meeee?
Who to get lost wimme when we go to open houses?
Who to cook me imaginary food?
Who to talk to me till sunrise?
Who to become a jellyfish on the blue sofa at my house?
Who to rape kooky?
Who to take care of the house when we're away?

Why can't you see things like I do?
You're my everything,my bestie my lesbigun partner my edward cullen my guitar playing nike wearing jiggamylove. I don't care how gay how skuntap how skinny you are,you're the reason Im complete. I can't believe you're throwing this boobiful "us" away over some stupid fight.

2009-10-18T14:15:00.002+08:00

No matter how far you've strayed away,
No matter how many times you fucked up,
No matter how long your fights lasted,

Ive screwed up alot in my( almost )15 years years of life. The numbers of guys who have came & left versus the numbers of friends who have came & stayed. I fell a million times,but my friends were always there to pick me back up & brush the dirt off. The countless times I burst into tears,they were the ones who listened to me ramble on & on and comforted me & my snot-face. Whenever someone picks on you on your bad-day,they're the ones who tell the assholes to back off. Whenever you're feeling down cuz of anything at all,they try their hardest to put a smile back on your face. They're the ones you can't stand to see getting hurt,they're your pillars of strength,they're the ones you would sacrifice anything for,they're the ones you can't go a day without seeing each other,they're the ones you tell each & every detail of every moment of your life to,they're the ones you love with your whole heart because you know they would stand by you no matter what happens. Through rough & winding paths,through highways,through anything at all. You might even love them as much as you love your family,but thats a different story,you'll have to follow my blog if you wanna read about that :))

2009-10-17T17:57:00.001+08:00

Save your heart
For someone that's worth dying for
Don't give it away

Save your heart for someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for

-mayday parade

2009-10-17T08:29:00.004+08:00

we're on rocky roads,why can't you be happy just knowing i love you?

2009-10-16T22:42:00.003+08:00

Why bother behaving if everyone seems to think you're always up to no good? Might as well do all the illegal stuff you can think of & get in major trouble

But noooo,im the good girl im the responsible one im the one who stays at home and do laundry and stupid house work. Yes,Im complaining. Well lately Ive been thinking and I said to myself " i think i wanna be selfish now " so thats exactly what ive been doing. Sick of listening to people's tiny weeny problems,sick of being taken for granted,sick of looking out for everyone. Well,you can look out for your own butts now cos its time I have a lil fun. Its time you guys listen to me cry and whine. its time you cut off the string you're hanging on and try to walk on your own.

2009-10-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

Can't wait to fly to kl this monday,i miss my parents :))

2009-10-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

I hope what I think is happening is not happening

2009-10-14T21:15:00.003+08:00

I remember crying just because I made careless mistakes during the mock exams. I

remember crying

when I got sick cuz of my lack of sleep. I remember crying when I saw my result,not enough A's. I

remember crying just cause I failed to memorize the factors for Dato Bahaman's _________. I

remember crying just caused I dreamed of not getting straight A's.

Here's to the hours I spent studying,the hours I spent shading a/b/c/d boxes &

writing essays,the days I spent anxiously waiting for my results to be posted

on the class wall,the hours I spent having meeting with the teachers,the

hours I spent crying & getting sick cuz of too much studying,the massive

number of headaches I got,the hugeness of my eyebags,the faithful

mechanical pencil I cling to.

I told you I would scream my heart out when PMR became an old chapter in my book of life,trust me I did. I

have a sore throat & raspy voice to prove it. I told you I would sleep all day long for the restless nights I

had,trust me I did. Went to bed 9pm,woke up 11pm,showered & ate brunch,went back to bed,woke up 7pm to

have dinner,showered then went back to bed,the next day I woke up at 9am. Trust me,more sleeping days to

come. I told you I would go cuck-coo & go out for the days I spent indoors studying. My energy battery

needs frequent charging these last few days,Ive been going out like kuhh-razyy. I told you I would buy lotsa

books to read & go berserk over,KL here I come! Borders,you better watch out grrr :))

I hope I get straight A'a,amen.

2009-10-14T20:17:00.002+08:00

mmm i think i feel like being reckless,let's see how you like being in my position. look in the mirror baby,don't be suprised when you see an evil gremlin,op its you :))

2009-10-14T13:54:00.002+08:00

michukaaashieez,russ is pissed with me & im pissed with him also. but i miss him already. alah kawan,janganlah macamni. marilah kita pergi bersuka-ria. comeeee on lah bestie,u know u love me. eboh layan rajok kau lamak-lamak aok :))

2009-10-14T13:19:00.000+08:00

Going out today,yay *splash splash

2009-10-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

pmr is no longer a problem,i can have fun & do anything i want! my mission to let my hair grow long starts today! i won't chop off my hair,i won't i won't :))

2009-10-11T18:13:00.002+08:00

MMM I WONDER HOW I LOOK LIKE WITH SUPER LONG HAIR

IVE DECIDED TO START KEEPING MY HAIR LONG,ACTUALLY TITOM WON'T LET ME CUT IT SO.....

LETS HOPE IM ABLE TO RESIST TEMPTATION & NOT CUT MY HAIR :D

2009-10-10T17:42:00.002+08:00

MY-OH-MY
HE JUST TAKES MY BREATH AWAY
Im just addicted to Gossip Girl,
The way he talks,walk,kisses blair,gets angry,flirts
MMMMMM,delicious!
I can just eat him up,yummy :))

Chuck Bass/Ed Westwick,Ill marry you anyday! Even if I have to give up everything.
You're just too yummy to resist grrrrr.

2009-10-07T13:43:00.003+08:00

Just remembered I did not post this one. It was stuck in the drafts file,so here it is!

Bet you can't believe I have time to blog right now eh :D
I just got back from school,pmr stuff is at the bottow section of this post.

So um yesteday was pmr-eve. We have xmas eve,gawai eve & blabla. I invented pmr eve! lol. That morning we had some majlis izin ilmu thingy at school. My-oh-my,we were given last minute tips & stuff. Then we got to the part where we um "reconciled" with the teachers,askd for forgiveness & stuff. We did that & when I reached the teachers who actually teaches me,( No offense other teachers :)) )I was already at the edge of crying thanks to the song that was playing. Sounded like some P Ramlee song. Old & sad. So when I reached Ms Roslin *sjdhqiweyweuyu (!!!) the tears came,so waterfall-ish. Then like all the hugging & the hand shaking & the goodluck speech just made me cry like a little girl. Then when we got back to the um sitting area friends & lotsa unknown people (again,no offense) started coming & shaking my hand & saying goodluck & sorry & stuff. Then I started crying again,then I told the girls about ************************************ then we started crying & then we started hugging & crying & hugging & crying. I let everything out & oh-my-goodness,I have to say this. After that event,I felt so free & good & definitely ready for pmr! EYERRR.

Then that afternoon Fiqah,Russ & Intan came over. We studied Bm to the fullest. My gawwddd. When we were satisfied that we've studied enough for tmrw,we decided to go to eng tat to get my taufa. Shucks,so cool taufa xda. LOL,so we had ein2's burger instead. GRRR SO NICE. Then like we met my classmates. Not one,not 2. MORE! Hahaha so we were all '3pn1 conquer eng tat ritok eh' haha. Looks like everyone went to eng tat to relax yesterday.

Day 1:
So this morning I was awake by 4am. I literally waited for my alarm to ring. I went back to sleep then woke up around 5am. So like I showered & got ready for school. Read my flashcards over & over again,then cooked my own breakfast. I ate then I went to pray at my moms mama mary's altar.

Then I re-checked my stuff: ic pmr slip stationry. Walked with Intan to school with her new purple barbie umbrella hahahaha. " PERGI PMR PAKAI PAYUNG BARBIE " The usual um we waited at the pre-exam hall & blablabla. Last min tips againnn,I re-read my flashcards again. So then IT WAS TIME. We were waiting outside the exam hall. Russ & I could not stop saying the 'hail mary' prayer. I stopped when I my heart stopped beating like crazy. We entered,looked for out seats & got ready. When the examiner put my paper on the table I said a quick prayer. So here's my comment,so far so good. Tmrw is eng & sci. Now Im gonna go take a short nap then study for a while. Lil bit nyy :))

Day 2:
I woke up a little later. Around 5.30am,thanks to Intan. Disturbed my dream pffft =.=
Showered & put on my uniform. Wore my pinafore that day,wrong decision! It was super freezing outside. Wantd to change to baju kurung,had no time as Intan was already waiting outside. I took my sling bag & went outside. Shivered & greeted Intan with a lame silly face. She brought her barbie umbrella again. English was quite easy,Sci was my oh my. I was so happy when I finished answering the paper 1. Then when I got my hands on the paper 2,grrrr. So then we went back & I showered & stuff. By the time I finished my shower my nose was running already. Guess what,SICK PMR GIRL. That night my body temp went absolutely crazy! Talked to my mom for a while & she told me to drink lotsa water lol :)) I miss them already! Can't wait to fly off to kl after pmr!

Day 3:
Woke up late,around 6am. Did not hear my phone ringing (intan called,she calls everyday to wake me up) Checked my phone & read Syl's text. " you still sick" I replied " yeah,shitty mayn" Depressing okay,could not study properly the night before that,my head was spinning like I was on a freaking roller coaster. So geo was okay,haha. Hope I get an A! MMM,so went back to sleep & stuff. Went to Nano's house. Studied for a while then went back to bed. Slept late eventhough I was sick,super cool yeah?

Eleh,wait till pmr is done & Ill post day 4 & 5. Now I wanna go out & eat.

2009-10-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

PMR IS NERVE WRECKING MMM :))
4 days till the big exam!

2009-10-02T12:21:00.003+08:00

Love qoutes that I just find ah-dorable :))

"I can't be your superman," he whispered, lowering his head. she reached out and took his hand. "I'm not looking for a miracle," she replied, "just to fall in love."

Im learning a dance routine I've already mastered but forgotten. Rekindled love is just magnificent.

You can't always wait for the perfect time. Sometimes you must have the bravery to jump,cause life's too short to wonder what could have been.Remember,if you don't risk anything,you're risking even more.

There's nothing scarier then getting what you want,cause that's when you really have something to lose.

You're like a ghost,oblivious to my sight yet you haunt my every thought.

You are my sunshine,my only sunshine.

2009-09-30T10:51:00.003+08:00

Gave in to temptation today & here I am blogging!
Ive been studying like a maniac. My mornings are filled with study sessions with Intan. School is filled with teachers pastering us to do model papers & giving us the " 3pn1 students must excel " lecture. & my nights are filled with um again studying. Im exhasuted & nervous. The only subject Im really worried about is geo. Ive never studied for my geo paper before. Like since form 1. Im serious :| I hate that subject & now Im paying for it. Have been struggling trying to cram knowdledge that takes 3 years to learn into my brain in a few days. I eat sleep shower books. Its stressing me out & I regret my goyang kaki actions all ths while. I became comfortable with the results I got all ths while because they were a little above average. I just realised now that they are not enough. I want those straight a's. For myself & for my parents.

Your real age is in double digits but the way you take care of yourself & the way you act is like your age is in single digits. Shame on you.,tsktsk. Stop being selfish & if you have nothing nice to say,leave me alone. Cause I don't need your smirks,sighs,grunts & complaining. Go be bitchy & bring your negativity somewhere else. Ill stop looking out for you cause you refuse to listen. Im sick of the a-y-m-m comments. I leave you & your self destructive ways.

This is for everyone! DO NOT SMOKE NEAR ME. It pisses me off. Cause you know what happened to my dad & now ure smoking in my face. Have you not learnd anything? You guys & your ignorant butts can go kill yourself somewhere else. As long as its not in my face!

WHEN PMR IS DONE ILL SING TILL MY THROAT HURTS ILL CRY TEARS OF JOY ILL SLEEP FOR THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS I HAD ILL EAT JUNK FOOD FOR THE HEALTHY DIET IVE BEEN EATING ILL HAVE FUN FOR THE FUNLESS MONTHS IVE HAD

2009-09-27T23:54:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 5am,went to church like usual. Had breakfast,went back & um slept until like what 12.30pm? Took a shower then went to tution tuition eh whatevs. Went back,Intan & Fiqah came over. We studied history together. Then we lepak-ed till 5 something. Then went to Fiqah's house. I love the cornflake cookies her mom make. SEDAP GILA BABIHH. I tried to finish it but cannot :(( I ate about 18 of it. So cooool. Ate keropok with acar also. Had lotsa freeze cheese cake. Drnk soya bean. By the time we left,I was so full. Walk balik pun macam babi. Luckily she lives next door. Hihihi. Then went to my neneks house for dinner. Then went back,showered & studied lil bit again. Finished my new book. Ironed my school uniform,took cre of my school bag & now Im blogging. Last post,see you in 3 weeks! XOXO

2009-09-27T11:55:00.003+08:00

WASEH SO FUN. Schools gonna re-open tomorrow & all of my homework is still in my school bag untouched! So coooool. I kinda lost most of the paper the teachers gave me. Okay tomorrow is stand-on-the-table day/ stand-outside day. Yeeehawwww

Oh-ja forgot,from now on I neh online nemore. Cause the days to pmr can count using my fingers now oh. Wish me luck! ((:

FOR INTAN: INTAAAANN WHEN YOU CAN COME OVER? I DOWAN STAND ON THE TABLE TOMORROW. MESTI MADAM MARAH I XDO ALL THE ESSAYS HAIHHH =____= PLEASEEEEE COME OVER SO WE CAN SHARE THE PAPER, IF X,YOU NO NEED DO ALSO,THEN WE STAND ON THE TABLE TOGETHER HAHAHAHAHA. AIYOYOYOYOYOYO

St Anthony St Anthony,
Ive lost my belongings,
Help my belongings to find their way back to me.
Amen.

2009-09-26T12:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY EID 09!

Yesterday I got a huge number of calls from people asking me to come to their house. So I looked for my baju kurungs & as usual I had a hard time trying to choose which one to use. But I managed to narrow it down to between the green one or the purple one. So I called jonny & told him to pick.

Yon: eh u,pick a colour,green or purple

Jonny: mmm purple?

Yon: whhhyyy purple??

Jonny: i thought its ur fav colour?

Yon: nawww,its a gay colour hihihihi

Jonny: kay green then

So then I showered & ironed the bj kurung then I went online while waiting for Syl,Alan & Niesa to come. Then,we went to Intan's house & um makan blablabla. Then we went to Shams house. Then we went to Fizul's house. Then Boeys house then we went to Russ' house to get his car. Then we drove back to fiqahs house. Russ drove like a maniac! The music was so loud & we were all screaming & singing lol. Went to ffs house also. I went home with my tummy veh veh happy. Like was bloated lolll. Heh,I managed to um destroy my green wedgessss :( Ala,mls la wanna blog now. Ill edit this post later lol

2009-09-25T10:59:00.002+08:00

So last night Ad came over. Then Dale & V came over. So we were hanging out. I was msn-ing with titom & he told me he was going to kfc with Rex. Told him to come over,passed him some money & told him to tapau for us. Then went back inside,Jonny gave me a link. He's so vegan-ish. So the piggg-toire made me lose my apetite to eat kfc :( haiihh you're so mean Jonny lol.

They came back,we went outside to eat. Cuz we know we're gonna be loud & we didnt want to disturb my grandma. We're so nice kan? :))

Sayings from last night:

*pole dancing ouch,ouch this tiang tajam

meet chica & chico *dale was introducing his new implants

One time touch rm5! u touch how many times ody,rm20 now!

more but malas wna type lol.

Meet Dale,the sexy male stripper :))

2009-09-24T19:03:00.004+08:00

HELLO! I AM BACK YEOW. I arrived at my house around 7pm. As you can see its 7pm right now. I like entered the house asap,brought my bags in & immediately took my laptop out & went online! I had lotsa fun at Kuching,but the best day was yesterday!

Here's the story,cronology style:

Okay first we went to the airport. My parents are off-to-nilai! I hate saying goodbye. Im really sad that my parents won't be home when Im sitting for PMR but yeah my dads health is way more important. So there was hugging & crying & hugging & crying. haiiihh i miss them already :( I still hope my mom can come home for a while during PMR!

So then we went to um siang sai or something like that to have breakfast. So as usual I had my n-k-b. In initials so the um muslims who read my blog wont be offended. So then yen,anas & me went back to anas' house. We lepak-ed at her house till like about 12 something? Changed put some basic makeup on & went out. We went to pick arthur first. His uncle lives near anas' place. So then we went to find bing's place. Had a cool time getting lost. We had to call bing to ask for directions lol. Paduhal we were like so far from his place lol.

Then we went to Spring. Bing already said that he was hungry. But my book addiction had to be satisfied first. Went to spring,i of course entered MPH first. Yen & arthur went to minoshe i guess. Anas & bing went to MPH wimme. So then we went out & went to MNG. I love that shop. Bought a few tops then went to check out wether Lil Lebanon was open or not. Sadly,it was closed. sigh. Before we knew it,it was 3pm. So we drove around & around cuz we wanted to say the Divine Mercy for my dad. So then we settled for some chinse shop somewhere in town. Being Iban's & Bidayuh's,we ate pork,again. We were talking & giggling & playing with a dead fly on the small saucer on the table while waiting to be served. Turns out the dead fly was not dead,it was alliiiiveee! I called him 'wounded soldier'. Then Bing pushed the saucer to yen & yen screamed so then arthur blew the not so dead fly away. We talked & talked & talked. Arms & legs were pinched. Food from each others plates were picked. We finished eating & went back to the car.

Cool sayings of the day:

SAYA ADA! *the guy asked " ada 80 sen ka?" -yon

Play Safe! *we were talking about ppl getting pregnant,bing was wearing a play safe tee. -yen & anas screamed it a few times

I shat everywhere- EVERYONEEE

Then we drove around & around. We went to the arcade at Hock Lee. So fun played lotsa games hihi. I shouted everytime i played that shooting dinosaur stuff. So funnn. PLAYED BUMPER CAR with anas & bing hahaha so fun. Lantak2 each other lol. Played lotsa games lah. So then we decided to go wash our hair. Get this,I asked arthur & bing "eh you guys wanna wash ur hair also?" Then they responded with excited expressions hihihi. So we went to Swak Plaza & went to the toilet first. Eww so icky. Went to the saloon but cancelled cause IDK also why hahaha. Went to coffeebean. Got our drinks & settled down at the comfy chairs. We talked & talked & somehow we ended up talking about the fuckers I call ex-boyfriends. EWWW,I went through that phase where I was obsessed with being a rebel. UGH,embarassing. I will never ever admit I was in a relationship with any of those sampah masyarakats. I got depressed & started getting all emo lol. We were so loud I was suprised the workers did not threw us out lol. We were really really loud.

Then we went out & guess who we met at the stairs! AHIEM EW EW EW EW. Oh my I think yesterday was really karma-bitting-my-ass day. EWWWW LAH. I flashed him my bitch face then went and waited for them somewhere near kfc. UGH,we walked to the car. I was in a foul mood. Went to rock shop near travilion & saw the tattoo shop jonny was talking about. Looks cool doh. I waited outside after looking at the clothes. Found nothing that caught my eye. Bing again,went to smoke haha. Here's how the conversation went:

blablablabla stuff thts nt xinterestng.

Bing: kenak kau klaka gya ngan aku? jakuk iban meh hahaha

Yon: hahahah auk meh

So yesterday I learned my lesson,talk Iban more lol.

OMGGGG NEW ABOUT FR STAN. Dale came over & talked about the youth rally. MY GOODDD THIS IS FOR PEOPLE WHO WENT TO THE YOUTH RALLLLY! AIYAYAYA I heard that you guys did not dance or anything. Last year was superb! The aunty gave you guys permission to dance,why didnt you dance! They had to stop us from dancing our ass off last year! And the drinking haihhhh. Its a youth rally! Why bring alcohol? Haiihhh its a youth rally lah. The rally was not fun cause dale yen arthur n me were not there hooooraaaayyy!

2009-09-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

Answer only in BM:
OH SHIETTT,MY BM SUCKS LIKE HELL LOL

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
comel,sangat comel

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
kawan-kawan ayah saya berbual? bercakap?

3. Mungkin saya patut:
belajar kerana pmr sudah dekat

4. Saya suka :
makan macam babi. pagi saya makan,ptg saya makan,malam saya makan. lepas itu saya tidur,babi betul kan um saya ini?

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
cool eh xpat eng. uhmm sangat uhhh lawak?

6.Saya tak paham :
geo,susah betul. subjek lain senang saja mahu uh dapat markah besar punya?

7.Saya kehilangan :
jantung saya,titom bawa pergi miri :)))

8.Ramai yang berkata :
awak gila sudah kah?

9.Makna nama saya :
adalah ialah comel HAHAHAHAHAHA

10.Cinta itu adalah :
uh shiet sesuatu yang semua orang nak? mahu?

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
ingin sangat-sangat belanja saya makan nasi uh kaki babi dekat kedai yang anas suka itu

12.Saya akan cuba :
untuk mendapat keputusan yang hebat untuk peperiksaan besar pmr itu

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
sampai saya mati

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
dalam lubang yang ada dekat seluar itu

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
saya cakap lima minit lagi lepas itu saya tidur balik

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
tengok perempuan gedik tayang tetek tayang bontot. eleh

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
sangat menyeronokkan?

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
apa nama benda itu dalam bm,uhhh itu beruang panda? comel macam apa,saya mahu cekik

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
masa masih kecil,sebab tak payah risau benda bodoh macam sekarang. nak pmr lah nak belajar lah nak semua lah. buat saya pening kepala saja

20.Hari ini :
saya mahu marah orang sebab saya datang bulan. datang dekat saya,saya bunuh kamu lai lai

21.Malam ini saya akan :
aunlain (online in bm HAHAHAHAHAHA) sampai pagi

22.Esok pula saya akan :
menangis,kerana ayah saya dipindahkan ke nilai

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
titom balik sekarang,rindu lah :((

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
macam singa gila ROARRR

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
aduh mana boleh pilih benda macam itu,gila apa? eh bm awak salah la. pusat beli-belah lah kan. cikgu misnie yang cakap itu oh

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
waiseh,dua-dua saya suka macam apa. barat sedap sangat-sangat jepun pun sedap sangat-sangat haha

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
sekarang ka? terang lah juga kerana lampu sudah saya on-kan

28.Makanan segera adalah :
sangat sedap walaupun kurang sihat untuk diri kita

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
'kay,awak memang mesti banyak rehat,kasihan awak letih. nanti konsert rally untuk muda-mudi lagi, saya rindu awak,saya syg awak balik cepat-cepat peluks ciums (xoxo)'
IN ENGLISH OKAY I TRANSLATED IT hahahaha

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
saya post dekat blog,mana ada nak tag siapa-siapa

---------Serlahkan kehebatan anda-------------

CRAZY LAH,my bm sucks okay. bhs swak tek pndei ku klaka. p mun dah bm tulen. haihhh i suck like shit mayn haha. i had to think for a vehhh long time everytime i wanna asnwr the ques. embarassinggg shiet lah haha,but its fun! :))

2009-09-22T09:22:00.002+08:00

MY-OH-MY Im suddenly missing my friends back in Bintulu. I know I just posted something a few hours ago. But I just have to blog about this. So here's a list of people I miss & why I miss them:

Syl:
SHIET LAH IMY SO MUCH LAH PEPEK KENJA (: I can't believe Im at Kuching & you're all the way at Bintulu there. I feel like we're so so far away. Yes I know we are but it makes me sad. Close at heart kan syng! I miss your randomness & your stupid questions. Your curiousness entertains me. Love you (:

Intan:
HAI HAI HAI HAI KAWAN HAIIII! HIHIHIHI Mrs. Milary yaww. Haihh miss going to the bazaar with you lah. For 1 month we've been walking to the bazaar & getting our taufa stuff. Where to buy that now (!!!) Nobody for me to be lazy with. Haiiihhh the minute I get back you come over then we sleep & watch tv whole day kkkk!

Russ:
GOLONG-MAN! Ergh miss our prasan fabulous moments. FC FOR LIFE EW HAHAHAHAHA. With you my oh my I can talk about anything,even about my period cramps hihi. You can talk about girl stuff & you usually dont mind having to act like a girl. I think you like it,no wait. I know you like acting like a girl. Yeww girlfriend! octopus la weh haha

Larson:
SHAKEEEE THAT SHAKE THAT HIP AYAYAYAYA,King of Gelek lah you! I miss listening to your random outbursts. Always tiba2 sit beside me then sing lame malay songs hahahaha. I can see that you're really happy with intan hihihi. So cute lah you two! You're like my brother from another mother lol. Never fail to make me smile.

Nano & Trisya:
You 2 kaki gossip lah okay,enough talking about people. Fashion police also! Theres nothing your eyes dont catch,thats a compliment ladies hihihi. When we wana ngumpat stupid skinny boitch with the weird jaw again?

Rossa,Alan,Fiqah,Fizul,Arif,Amarul,Harith,April,Clau,Barb & um other friends:
Eleh you ppl bukan pandai carik me pun. If wanna lepak br text 'whr u at' eyerrr hit you ppl with broomstick then you know lol. Thats why la always travelling always go represnt schl blabla always go main sports whatever dono where I am. Hahahaha,tunggu I get back I hit you ppl kkkk <3

For Jayjay,cool belly dancer:
You take care eh up up there,tell the angels to look after me oso hihihi. Whenever bad things happen,I still have the habit of speed dialing your number. Still cant bring myself to reprogramme my speed dial. I remember when my parents told me about my dads condition,I ran upstairs and pressed 2 immediately. Went straight to voicemail,few seconds passed when I started to remember again. Then I had to text all the others cuz I just felt so bad. Feels so weird not having you arnd lah. Nbdy to paint2 at msn wimme nemore,nobody to vc wimme till dawn hihi. Gbys,amen.

btw,everyones name was bolded & written/typed in their fav colour :))

2009-09-22T08:54:00.002+08:00

WOW,this eid Ive been a healthy girl. Ive been waking up around 8am every morning & like eating healthy food. My current addiction is Organic Brazil Nuts. Told anas it was nice yesterday & the second she took a bite her face went all crumply & green lol.
Heres how the conversation went:

Anas: EWWWWW YON
Me: nice wottt? Healthy snack bah
Anas: healthy babi taste like shiet
Me: cacat u nice wot hahaha

Then a few minutes later I took my spirulina pills. I love those too! They make your teeth go all green,its stupendous! Eyeerr so I told anas that she should try it too. She ate them & again her face went all crumply lol!

Anas: stupiddd youu trickd me into eating ceridak stuff
Me: *laughed sorry our taste nt the same,nice apaaa hahaha

The we spent the next 15 mins trying to brush the green stuff out of our teeth. So cool kays! Anas was eww-ing & grumbling. So after that I chewed on tissues to get the green stff out. Arthur & Yen were looking at me with weird expressions. Haiiihh a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do to get rid of the green stuff. I did not swallow the tissue btw,i spitted it out lah of course.

Back to the story,Scroll back up & DO NOT READ THE CONVERSATION lol:
the Im so not proud of myself. Wheres my holiday spirit? Last year was all about eating non-stop with my cousins & aunts & uncles at kl. I gained like about 8kg last year lol :3 I gotta go find my holiday spirit! My holidays are all about watching tv,going out siang malam,eating like a pig,sleeping like a pig,waking up late,sleeping late,sometimes not sleeping at all. Ive been sleeping late but Ive been waking up early also,have been having fun like mad lol. Thus,I have panda eyes. Hoorayy C:

2009-09-22T01:06:00.002+08:00

OHMYFUCKINGPORRIDGE
PMR is so near already,I mean like its 2 weeks away & Im stll all goyang kaki. See I can still go online & waste my time merayau-ing everywhere. Ive been studying history these past few days. About 8 more chapters to go! Next sub is Geo! Then Pn. When PMR is like extra near then I'll study science gila babi cuz I always forget the things I revise lol. Math ayayaya my fav sub! Do lotsa model papers & Im all set! Eng & Bm again,jjyeah cools subs. Kinda,bm is boring & dull. I love english. Helllooohhh so easy to score! lol

So Im gonna study more & more & do lotsa model papers. Ill keep on praying. Help me get through PMR!

2009-09-21T23:35:00.004+08:00

Kewl,went merayau-ing around Kuching today. Went visiting,again had so much fun with anas talking about that thing. That thing is sooo not attractive up close,like that thing looks so childlish ew. Had fun lull,with anas yen n atut :)) So before going to Spring,we wanted to check out wether Lil Lebanon was open or not. Thanks to Raya,we spent about 15 minutes stuck in traffic. But we made time pass fast by singing along with the radio. Had a hot debate session about Rihanna & Chris Brown. Even though Rihanna pretty much sucks,Im really really against abuse like 100 percent okay? So yeah,lil lebanon was closed. Disappointing grhh. sigh. I was looking forward to hanging out there. So then we went to Spring. We had fun harassing anas who was driving. We went um shopping & um got some food for my dad. He was longing to have sushi. So we tapau-ed some for him. Then we went to tapau dougnuts eh correct spelling ka & went out.

So then we went to get some decent chi cuisine. Went to expert,was soooo full. Went to um jln song,again sooo fuuulll. Then we went to another place & again it was full! So being the bitch I am I grumbled & grumbled until we ate hoho. After dinner,I was smiling again.

Pictures shall be posted on facebook when anas gets off her butt & is on a good mood. Bye Readers! <3

2009-09-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

OH NOZ,GIRLS NITE CANCELLED :(

2009-09-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

After spending yesterday & today with my dad at normah,we're going out tonight. Watch Out Kuching <3

Oh-jaa:
Here's an old pigg-toire I found. It was taken during the seminar at Sibu's Retreat Centre Actually,we were driving back home to Bintulu. Sleeping in the car. Imagine 3 hours of sitting between Rex & Tom. LIKE HELLL! LOL. The trip that ignited old feelings. Love you sheep <3

2009-09-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

-Boys Like Girls

2009-09-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

Currently watching my daddy play with his bed. His own roller coaster,indoors. Up down up down shake shake high low high low. Hihihi so cute. Hes transferring to nilai next wednesday,wanna follow to make sure the staff there makes him feel at home but I have a house to go back to. Still hoping & praying that they'll be able to come home for awhile during my PMR Examination. Love my daddy like crazy,my big bear <3

2009-09-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

TITOM IS HAVING A MANSLEEPOVER
TAKE THAT TOM! I POSTED IT! LOL C:

2009-09-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

Ill stop doubting myself
Ill stop doubting my decisions
Ill stop letting my emotions control my actions
Ill stop putting everyone first
Ill stop over-analysing stuff
Ill start believing in myself
Ill start making decisions for myself
Ill start loving myself
Ill start by being nice to everyone

I wont let anyone push me around anymore cause Ive had enough,Ill be a nicer person cause I know how it feels to be hurt,Ill start enjoying my life to the fullest cause my dads illness taught me that life is super short.

A pigg-toire I found. For my dad who can never make flowers grow. We have warm hands daddy,including Yen also! (: Mummy has cool hands thats why her flowers are so um subur healthy big pretty looking while ours look unhealthy small & ugly. Get well asap! Love you daddy big bear <3

2009-09-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

Lyrics:
shut me out completely
that would not be such a sin
lock up every entry
make sure that there's no way for me to get in
won't try to pry them open
never mind knock upon your doors
truth is that there's no reason for me to even see your face anymore

but I need you ears and I need them now
I've got something to say
I'm not here today to win you back
just to remind you that

sure as the rain starts to fall
yes I'll always remember you dear
and although we don't talk anymore
I was crazy for you, yes I was crazy for you
that's for sure, that's for sure

nothings ever easy, I think we both know that it's true
I was convinced you loved me
and I was pretty sure that I loved you too
when was our final moments
what's your favourite might have beens
when was my fatal error what changed the way you thought of me ever since

cos I made you smile and I made you laugh,
I made nice gestures and surprised you enough
but I made you come, but I made you cry
I wish this was true but I'm not gonna lie

so sure as the rain starts to fall
yes I'll always remember you dear
and though we don't talk anymore
I was crazy for you
I'm still crazy for you, that's for sure
I'm still crazy for you
still crazy for you
still crazy for you
still crazy for you

2009-09-18T13:33:00.000+08:00

SHIETTTT LAH
IM NOT GOING TO THE YOUTH RALLY CUZ OF LAST MINUTE UM PROBS
I KNOW THIS IS SELFISH BUT I WAS JUST SO TOTALLY REALLY REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT

ITS DEPRESSING YEAH,
BUT MY DADS LIFE IS WAY IMPORTANT COMPARED TO FR STAN'S YOUTH RALLY
SO YEAH
HAVE FUN FOR ME THERE YEAH WHOEVER IS GOING |:

At least I went last year. So I guess that cheers me up a lil bit.

2009-09-18T12:42:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY HAPPY DAY

Last night I went to sleep a happy bear. So yeah I woke up in a good mood. I got up from bed then *BAMMMMM! 2 words: period cramps. I groaned & jumped back into bed. YAY ME. Ive been swallowing those menstrual pills like they're candy this last few days. So I should start lowering my dose. Its not healthy. Looks like my happy day is cancelled. Today is stay-at-home day!

2009-09-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

This post is for adam!

GTA IS THE COOLEST GAME EVER MADE EVENTHOUGH IT TEACHES YOUNG KIDS HOW TO CURSE & OTHER PRISON-WORTHY STUFF!

mom & dad:

2009-09-16T10:39:00.000+08:00

zomg zomg zomg! I watched the new episode of GG (season 3 btw) & I cried,I laughed,I cursed & screamed 'I love you Chuck' about a trillion times. This episode was stupendous! Can't wait for the next one. I won't be watching it as soon as it is posted on the GG website though cuz I need to start cramming for pmr. So I'll drool over Chuck after pmr!

Im still pretty down,just got back from Kuching like 2 days ago. So here's a list of the things that I miss:

i miss my mom
i miss my dad
i miss home cooked food
i miss cuddling with my mom
i miss debating with my dad
i miss my dad watching his boring golf shows
i miss folding laundry with my mom
i miss nagging my mom to play with me cuz i was bored
i miss giving my dad the puppy eyes cuz i wanted to get sumtin
i miss my mom nagging me to iron my uniform
i miss my dads worldly lectures
i miss having kampua at our fav kampuan-man
i miss waking up early to the smell of food
i miss my mom waking me up at 7am & saying its already late
i miss my dads silly jokes
i miss my mom i miss my dad like hell
so u better appreciate ur parents,cuz atm i dont have mine |:

2 more weeks of pure tourture. I hate tapau-ed food. shit lah
flyng to kch next week! i hope lah hihihi
i wanna annoy my mom n dad
<3>

a-z

2009-09-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

OMFG,with all the craziness surrounding me I totally forgot about GG SEASON 3! WTH need to find a webbie where I can download the episodes. Someone anyone gimme the link!

A - Age: 15 y/o

B - Bed size: queeen yawwww

C - chore you dislike: ALOT LAH,but i still do them cuz imma good girl

D - Dog's name: kooky

E - Essential start your day item: for the past few weeks,it has been calling my mom n dad

F - Favorite color: green yellow maroon white black gosh so many

G - Gold or Silver: gold,i can only wear gold/white gold my skin so picky hihi

H - Height: 5'1 DONT YOU DARE SAY ANYTHING HAHAHA

I - Instruments you play: piano

J - Job title: student/amazing beautiful daughter HAHAHAHAHAHA

K - Kid(s): mm I WANT LOTSA BABIES (future lah)

L - Love : IS WHEN YOU FIND A GUY THAT LIKES YOUR FATS <3

M - Mom's name: Judy Stephen <3

N - Nicknames: yon yawn geez call me whatever u want idc

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth:yeah a few times

P - Pet Peeve: i bite my nails :( & i tend to curse alot haha sikit2 cibeiii sikit2 kimen haha

Q - Quote : nenen besar

R - Right or left handed: right

S - Siblings: 1-yenenenen

T - Time you wake up: around 8/9

U- Underwear: i like colourful undies,i like black undies too okay i like nice looking undies hihihi

V - Vegetable you dislike: EWWWWW I HATE VEGETABLE,ALL TYPES OF VEGE OKAY

W - Ways you run late: wth u talkin bout

X - X-rays you've had: chest arm hand leg aiya lots cuz i used to be veh naughty always patah kaki lah patah tgh lah blablabla

Y - Yummy food you make: i bake nice cupcakes!

Z - Zoo favorite: LIONS RAWRRRRRRRRR

LONG LIVE LAINT

2009-09-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

Lets celebrate the birth of LAINT!
*Larson Milary Ijau + Siti Nur Bariah bte Bohari

Two of my bestfriends are now a couple. Aww,a lovely one indeed!

Intan(female):
Well,Ive known this crazy girl since my kindergarten days! We've had our share of ups & downs. Yes we've had massive fights but we somehow always end up being friends again. She's a great friend I tell you,she never fails to make me laugh till I piss in my pants & she in-- weird way always knows when Im about to cry! She went a little crazy 2 years back but now she's in the right direction again! She's nice & she would make an awesome girlfriend to Larson!

Larson(male):
Ive known him for the last 3 years. He has been my classmate for again,3 years lol. This guy IZ ZOOO FUNNNYZZ! He's just so so adorable. The way he tries to give girly advices to me or Syl when Syl or me are not there for each other. Awhh,just gotta love him! He never seems to study but his results are really good. Crazy guy. Again,he has always been there to walk by my side no matter how rough the journey was. I hated the way his ex gf treated him. Syl & I had to stop ourselves from beating the girl up. Stupid chick deserves it though!

So they're both the long term relationship type. Both were in really really long relationships before this! I know they'll make each other happy cuz they're just so perfect for each other! You'll know what I mean if you see them together! The chemistry my-oh-my!

So for their birthdays(intan:0209 larson:2707) I got them matching bracelets! Super adorable okay! <3>

fix me C:

2009-09-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

HAD A NICE DAY
COOL DISTRACTION <3

Please? :(

2009-09-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

YES EVERYTHING YOU HEARD IS TRUE
YES HE'S SICK
YES ITS SERIOUS

NO DON'T SAY YOU UNDERSTAND
NO DON'T THINK YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL
NO I DON'T WANT YOUR SYMPATHY

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

How do you think it makes me feel? Stop asking me how he is,stop asking me how Im feeling. Stop acting like I may breakdowan anytime,stop hugging m, stop bursting into stupid tears when we've never even talked before. Stop cause it makes me cry even more,stop cause I can't take it. Stop cause it hurts & drive me crazy.
Im a huge ball of mixed up emotions. I know you're concerned,I know you guys mean well but please,not now. I love you guys for caring <3

I'll be fine,
We'll be fine,
Cuz he's strong & he will live.
All I need is your prayers.
Pray for him,please?

Sir Sudin Manja handsome okay ;)

2009-09-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

I love you cause you're my everything,
I love you cause you brought me to this world,
I love you cause you made me the person I am today,
I love you cause you taught me my abc's
I love you cause you never let me settle for 'okay',
I love you cause you're very supportive,
I love you cause you understand,
I love you cause you still treat me like im 3.

I know you'll fight this sickness,
I know you're strong enough,
I know you won't leave us,
I just know it!

I have faith that this will make us all stronger,pray & pray & pray.
Love you,daddy <3

new mission!

2009-09-02T10:55:00.001+08:00

So I decided I would like to start dissing cheesy quotes here,cuz school just opened so that means nothing interesting would be happening :|

FIRST QOUTE:
A crazy guy like you needs a crazy girl like me

OKAY FIRST OF ALL,SAME SIGNS REPEL. Who's the sensible one if they're both crazy? One of them has to be a little sensible. Crazy guy meets crazy chick 'shiet mayn she understands me,she's the one!' to hell with those words cuz she won't be the one when both of you start fooling around behind each others back cuz you wanna do something 'crazy'

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!

2009-08-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

MERDEKA PUN MERDEKA LAH <3

KAY THIS IS FOR EVERYONE UNDER 17 :

OKAY,RITOK online abis-abis. Main abis-abis. Minum abis-abis. Gayut abis-abis. Klua abis-abis. Polah jak smua benda paloi nok ktkorg maok cuz tomorrow we're all back to school & our lame tight schedules. I know it sucks but yeah,we all have to struggle to get a kick-ass education.

For fellow readers that are sitting for imp exams this year:

INCLUDING MYSELF LAH ACTUALLY,PMR OKAY!
I think we have spent enough time doing pointless stuff. So get your revision books & mechanical pencils out & start doing your revisions so your results will burn the roof! Good Luck & Study Smart!

Im turning on my study mode which means no facebook/myspace
& definitely no blogging.
Sorry but this is how its gonna be,
Nomore frequent updates here,
Maybe on weekends I'll get to go online,
But yeah Ill be busy cramming for my exams.

INDEPENDENCE DAY *did i spell it right? hahahaha

2009-08-31T11:59:00.000+08:00

SO YEAH YEAH I love my country,happy 52th blabla crap

So Im back! && Mayn I miss kuching already ):

So Im gonna talk about my trip to Kuching as briefly as possible. So literally we spent most of our time there with anas. First day we had to wait for anas to finish her class around 4pm,so me & yen spent the afternoon being lazy cows,my parents were at timberland of course. We went out around 5pm. Went to Spring & like bought lotsa stuff & left me almost broke. Yes,almost. Not broke. Then we were walking when oh the aroma of big apple reached my nostrills wait did i spell it right haha. So we dragged each other to big apple & bought lotsa apples. Then we went to the car & decided what to do for dinner. So we tapau-ed kfc & went to Little Lebanon. The events there shall not be discussed :X Reached hilton around 11pm,okay almost 11 lol

So the next day Yen & I spent the day sleeping & eating & onlining. Oh yeah Yen & I walked around the city centre lah I guess. Then we went to spend the day with my dad at timberland.
We moved from hilton to 360 & cooked dinner :)

The next day we followed Aunty Maria to pick up Anas at campus. Then we went to um this Ah Tan place & ate mi kolok ohmy gila babi nyaman kalah bintulu hahaha. Then Aunty Maria dropped us at their house to pick up anas' car. Actually we kinda spent the aftrnn at anas' house. Playing with angel & again onlining lol

Then yeah,we went back to the hotel in anas' car. I think Aunty Maria went to get a massage. My parents were back lol. So we went out again & went to Spring,AGAIN! I of course stuck my gorg booty into MPH. I love books okay & bought a few reading materials. HC FICTION!
Then we again,bought donuts cuz we finished the ones we bought the other night lol.
Then anas drove to crown plaza cuz we wanted to check out wether MNG has nicer stuff there. Spring always habis stock lah |:
);">Then we went back to anas' house & went out for dinner at Rocky Road. I <3>

We did lotsa more stuff but malas lah wanna type so you just shut up & read that okay hahahaha

Forgive my spelling errors,type so fast cuz so excited

I LOVE KUCHING LIKE BABI OKAY,I ONLY GET TO GO BACK LIKE WHAT 4 TO 5 TIMES A YEAR

27/08/09

2009-08-28T09:00:00.000+08:00

THE EVENTS OF LAST NITE SHALL NOT BE DISCUSSED :X

MOOF DAY <3

2009-08-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOO!
I can't stop singing to myself.
In the toilet,when Im cooking,when Im eating,before I go to bed. I just CAN'T STOP!

So here's what happened:

So firstly we went to PCM cause the only reason I agreed to go out with titom was cause he bribed be with icecream & he wanted to show off his noob driving skills. STUPID SHEEP! *break break break "nengneng ____ ____ __" So basiclly I was screaming in the car & he was laughing then suddenly the stereo started to blast metal music. IT WAS SO FREAKING LOUD. So I started to scream even louder & then he got tired of me & my screeching he started to drive properly & said byebye to the metal music (:

So we went to PCM using the back way cause we were embarassed to be there. PCM=skuntap people
LOL so we bought the icecream & greentea. TITOM took a tin of greentea & drank it on the spot. I started to hit & scold him. But he was all 'ilek lah,we're stll gonna pay for it later' So again,i gave him my ugly (manas) face lol. The cashier said 'Luckily the manager did not see you,you would be in trouble'
Then titom was all 'see even the cashier thinks im hot,she was spose to report me but she didnt' Again,i showed him the ugly(manas) face. Hahahahha.

We got out of there ASAP! Then he drove to Tg Batu where we sat & enjoyed the icecream & the sound of waves hitting the sand/shore hahaha :B When it was not so hot we went up to the um small mountain area. We were talking,drinking & of course PEOPLE-WATCHING. We spotted a veh veh young couple with a baby && talked about um stuff. Im not telling (:

So it was around 6.30pm & I was already freaking out cause my mom would go all psycho on me for coming home late lol. So I dragged titom down the small mountain thingy. Hahaha then I made him gimme a piggy-back ride all the way to the car. Thanks to stupid sheep I went home smelling like greentea & sand. There's something seriously wrong with that guy. KUCKOO-KOO! We went home with happy hearts :3

No pictures sorry,was too busy having fun haha C:

DIRTY DANCING IN THE CAR!

2009-08-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

SO AS YOU KNOW MY EYES ARE INFECTED BY UM GERMS I GUESS
So today I had to wear my specs. I have not been wearing my specs for a veh veh long time. Contact lenses okay?
I was told to rest my eyes for a few days lol

I chose to wear the black frames. My white frames is reserved for tomorrow eyeer :)
So basiclly I went bonkers in the car when my mom was buying stuff at PCM.

This was the only pic I took which was decent
The others were all stupid faces or my eyes were closed
I was moving my BOODDDYYY to the music so here's the one and only decent pic I took that did not show any traces of dirty dancing in the car lol

GG (!!!)

2009-08-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

OMG IM SUPER EXCITED ALREADY. IT WILL BE AIRED THIS SEPTEMBER! SEASON 3 YAY! AWESOME SUPERB,HECK ILL KILL TO GET MY HANDS ON THEM!
My passion for Gossip Girl started when I got my hands on the books. The minute I finished reading the first book,I was hooked. So everytime I went to Kch/Kl,I immediately dragged my sister to Borders & get the next books. Im proud to say my Gossip Girl collection is C-O-M-P-L-E-T-E!
HERE'S THE POSTER! LOOK LOOK LOOK!
I'LL MAKE OUT WITH CHUCK BASS ANYDAY ANYTIME! <3

OH MY BOYFFIEEE,CHUCK BASS.
chuck: Will you marry me Pheonne Banoon Natalie ak Sudin?
yon: omg baby,of course I will!

yon faints
chuck faints
They get married
Little chuck's & yon's running around
Chuck & yon dies

22nd August 2009

2009-08-22T12:18:00.000+08:00

Hello Internet-World!

Well,I am really disappointed ):
I was suppose to out with titom for icecream & a casual moof day,but choir practice starts at 3.45 today. Which usually kills 1 and a half hour of my time,so I had to cancel my moof day with my sheep,mbek mbek.
Its depressing but I have to serve God,yes God Im as serious are seriousnessity gets. Here's your child! Sing child Sing!

So its 12.30pm & Im at home watching tv + onlining with my mom & yen. We're not really watching tv cause everyone has their laptops on their laps. But the tv is on,so it still counts as watching tv. Hols for one week. The question is: What can I do?

List of possible activities:

*Go to miri (!!!)
*Lazy Combo: TV + FOOD + BED + LAPTOP
*Go swimming ( I don't even know how to swim,so my definition of swimming is splashing in the pool)
* Drag Syl out & go waste our time hanging out somewhere ( Intan,Nano & Trisya: fasting / Russ,Larson,Alan,Arif,Amarul,Harith etc: Busy doing guy stuff)
*Say 'yes' when titom begs me to go out
* SLEEP :B

See how dull & boring my life is? I seriously have nothing to do. Its just so hot here & I prefer to be at home with the AC on full blast. Much more relaxing. Oh please remind me to go to popular & visit the new arrivals section. Gawddd I pretty much live there. Helppp,I tend to overspend ): My pockets are burningggg! I <3>

Fun Game :3

2009-08-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
still crazy-paolo nutini *i do not say that!

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF
she will be loved-maroon 5 oh wow haha

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
why do you love me? garbage lol

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
broken string-james morrison omgggg haha

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
something great-some guy hahahaha

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
almost loves-a fine frenzy hahaha

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
slow dancing in a burning room-john mayer hahahaha

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
mr brightside-the killers hahaahah

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Iyoung folks-the kooks hahahaha

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
secret-the pierces lol

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
the man who can't be moved-the script awesomeee :3

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
how to save a life-the fray omg kinda true. ive lost lotsa friends. God Bless you guys,xoxo

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
teenage dirtbag-wheatus HAHAAHAH ohmayn

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
waiting for the world to change-john mayer hahahaa

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
White lies-paolo nutini omg omg

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
you are so beautiful-escape the fate woooohooo :B

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Beat it-fall out boy :]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR
Chasing cars-snow patrol :O! ugh haha

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
comfortable-john mayer hahahahaha

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
dear god-avenged sevenfold yerdeh haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
dying in ur arms-trivium =.='

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
ever fallen in love? -the stiff dylans

*HAHAHA funny & fun (:

this song reminds me of someone <3

2009-08-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

SAMOHT-NONAHS <3

Before I fall too fast
kiss me quick
but make it last
so I can see how badly this will hurt me
when you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
but don't let go
but tonight I could fall to sleep
to this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotising
you got me laughing while I sing
you got me smiling in my sleep
I can say this Im unravling
and your love is where im falling
so please don/t catch me

sing this high
don't settle down
like a child running scared from a clown
Im terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

now fly away
So I can breath
even though your far from suffocating me
But I can't get my hopes too high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotising
you've got me laughing while I sing
you've got me smiling in my sleep
and I can say thisIim unravling
Your love is where Im falling
so please don't catch me

Now you see
Why Im scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
so here I go
it's what I feel
and for the first time in my life I know its real

But You're so hypnotising
you've got me laughing while I sing
you've get me smiling in my sleep
and I can say this Im unravling
and Your love is where Im falling
so please don't catch me

And when Im out
please don't break me
Im giving up
so just catch me

p/s: I know its lame cause its by Demi Levato something something,But its a nice song weehee (:

Bye bye school!

2009-08-20T16:40:00.000+08:00

Im excited & pretty much depressed cause my exams are almost over:

Excited cause:
H-O-L-I-D-A-Y,cannot wait! Late nights,junk food & oh yeah my school books. Eventhough its the holidays,I still need to study as PMR is just around the corner. Tsktsk sad,I know.

Depressed cause:
Back to afternoon session & hot classroom *im gonna miss you AC!

So I just updated my blog! The template thingy & check it outttt baby! Its super awesome. Okay its awesome to me,lol. So Im bored & bored & bored & oh ya Im hungry also. Im waiting for my mom to come home & feed this little monster fooooood!

Im currently experimenting with colour & font sizes. Im not used to the background colour yet so forgive me if the font is too small/big/bright/dull.
Adios muchitas!

SAMOHT-NONAHS
I want nobody nobody but you,
I want nobody nobody but youuuu,
Alalalala eie yoh,
Nobody nobody but you.
-moof

17 again!

2009-08-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

So anas was totally right. This movie is supah-dupah awehhsomeh! I know Zac Efrom is all skuntap-ish & lawak bodo in the HSM sequels but but he was magnificient in this movie. I was literally drooling in front of the tv. Harharhar lame lame.

So now that I go to school in the morning,I have lotsa free time. So when I should have been studying,I watched a movie. 17 again! Woooooo. Don't worry,Im not going all bonkers & im not gonna like screw up my exams or something. Just temporary insanity okay people? No Worries!

So tomorrow Im gonna pick another dvd from Russ' massive collection & watch it later in the evening.

OMIGAWD,i forgot to tell the whole wide world about school. So yeah 3pn1 is all special-ish so we got the room with cool utilities (!!!) Day 2 of exam & Im still energetic & happy. You know what that means,lol. So adios! I have to go help my mom cook =.='

Father,open your arms for them

2009-08-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

A tribute to companions who have moved on to the other side.

These 2 weeks Ive been suprised by the death of Tony,Jeejay and Aunt Lily. Accidents suck. So um this post is to encourage all of you to join me in prayer. They need our prayers as they died a tragic death & this is so cliche but Ill say it anyway 'they have unfinished biz' so maybe their souls are still around. So fellow bloggers/friends let us pray for them. May their souls cross over & rest in peace. God bless. Trust God n have faith in Him.Looks like God loved you guys more so He took you guys from this world super early. You'll be forever remembered,we'll keep you in our hearts.

Let us also pray for Munan,he is still stuck in ICU. Get well soon.

Anas & Clau,be strong girls.
They won't want you guys to be sad ay (:
Im here for both of you,Ily <3

the haze is driving my fnf crazy & they're driving me crazy

2009-08-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Oh how I long to see the clear blue sky
I know I know the haze situation is horrible
Its a burden having to bring big bottles of elken water from home,meds & a face mask to school. As you know,I tend to forget things that are not so important. Not that Im saying the things mentioned above are not important. Yes I know its for my own good,my health but I have things that are more important to worry about. Like my exams? As if having to face PMR this year is not enough. No no no,h1n1 & the thick haze just had to pop out & say hi to me. So let us all do the rain dance so we'll have glorious clean water falling from the sky!

I like staying at home,i like reading & sleeping & watching tv as long as I don't have to go out. But everyone is at home these days cause of the thick haze so its starting to irritate me. You have no idea how much I love my quiet time. I like being home alone,lying down in front of the telly with a huge bottle of water & junk food by my side. But now the house is soooo loud: my mom cooking/surfing the net/screaming her head off telling me to bring my laundry down my dad who likes to hog the telly downstairs & watch boring golf shows/smoking his kayan cigars/nagging me about kooky yen who likes the blue sofa as much as I do/playing the piano/being her crazy short self :D I love you guys with my whole heart but I neeeeeeed my quiet time. I like weekday mornings cause everyone's out somewhere,hohoho.

When Im not at home,I have to deal with the loud bickering of my mates. Niesa Russ Syl Larson Dis Arif Intan Nano Trisya Fizul Amarul Harith. Im talkative too but the weather makes me tired & sleepy. Is it just me or are my friends like immune to the haze? They are so energetic haha. Crazy lot. Neways even though my family & friends drive me insane,I still love them like crazy.

being sick aint fun

2009-08-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

Okay here goes:

Last tuesday I was so healthy that I was jumping around & shoving my healthy face in the sick people's faces. I was all 'I am stronnngggg woooo' My advice is never ever ever brag about being healthy when everyone else is sick. Wanna know why? Cause God will make you pay by giving you the symptoms of the famousss H1N1 disease. Come on lah. Then suddenly bammm my body temp went uppppp woot woot. So I was still at school yeah? Being my usual annoying self. Giggling & studying with my friends. Oh yeah I forgot,like most of my classmates were sent home cause they were sick or something. Even the teachers were coughing & wiping their snot. Then the next day I went to school. I was still healthy & was still bragging about it. Then after 3rd period,I started to get all cold-ish & my head was dizzy like f**k. So during assembly the meanest teacher alive told to me sit down cause m face was so pale,lol. So yeah I sat. I missed tucen that nite,2 weeks in a row. Thats bad,really bad. So my mom dragged me to the clinic & the doc checked my body temp. ALEY OPPP! The mod termo went crazy & beeped. Hohoho so here I am,at home. I think the right term for it is 'home quarantined' Bad news is I have to miss school. Good news is I get to sleep all day long.

So here are pics of my home quarantine days:

Day 1: This was when I woke up around 4am

Day 2: I spent day 2 re-reading my fav collections

My constant companions:

SKEWLLL

2009-07-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

So here goes:
So we we given a new schedule,AGAIN. So now we have 'PMR Classes' Nomore PJ & um all thse fun stff. && yeah so lame programme where students are moved from one classroom to another. Something like college life I guess. The students move,not the teachers. The programme is for the Standard 3 students only,of course. So its quite tiring to move around. Im known for my laziness. My butt is just so heavy & I hate to walk around. Come on lah.

So like 2 of my friends are being quarantined at home; Russ & Intan. Its mega scary,I know. && like half of the class is sick & like 10 absentees okay? lol. So Im kind getting sick myself. Sore throat & the endless headaches. Maynnn this sucks. My throat is so itchy. Someone hand me the berus dawai thngy please? :D

Again,Im really really getting worried about PMR now. Ohmy like 2 more months. AYAYAYAYYA I should do more revision. REVISION REVISION. Boring lah study ajak2

geez im so bored

2009-07-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

This pic was taken a few weeks ago. During Alex's farewell. We'll miss you alex!

KPA CAMP

2009-07-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME (!!!)
I was one among the many faci for some KPA camp & it was churezzyyyzzy okay?
I woke up around 5am & I went to schl around 6.30am
IT WAS SUPER FUN.

LIST OF ACTIVITIES:
Poco-poco session & morning exercise Ice Breaking ' Sayang Si Buta ' Orienteering King & Queen of the Jungle Jungle Trekking Walk of Nature

Walk of Nature was the best activity!

Walk of Nature: While they were busy squealing n eww-ing in the waist deep mud,us faci's were laughing at the side. Evil ey?

Some of the faci's : (Me & my classmates) From left: Amarul,Darwis,Arif,Me,Russell,Larson,Joeghea

Sayang Si Buta:
This activity was fun also,we had the participants screaming animals sounds to find their group members. They were blindfolded &they were scattered all over the field at first. We made them roll,crawl,walk into drains. Like lots more lah,too many to mention. I like to torchur people!

(!!!!!)

2009-07-13T10:19:00.000+08:00

TIFFANY INYA NANANG IS HOME <3
Welcome home babeh! (:
So I called n called & said 'lesgo out'
&& she said 'let me ask my mom'
3 minutes later..
Tiff said 'my mom said no,too late'
I said 'its 5pmmmm bah'
Tiff 'i knowwww'

So Tiff hs been here for 3 days && I hvnt hugggd her yet ):

SCI & M3 IN BM AGAIN (!!!)

2009-07-09T18:29:00.001+08:00

Science & Maths back to BM? OHMYGOODNESS.
STUPID DECISION.
YOU MUST BE JOKING.

Clothes:

2009-07-08T23:07:00.001+08:00

Ive been searching for a nice plaid shirt. And guess what? SAMPEI ARI TOK AKU XTEMU. I want something with long sleeves & the cutting mesti cun2 cukup. Should be tight at the right places :D The only adorable plaid shirt I have is from MNG. One problem,short sleeves. Anyways I stll love it (:

&&&& this dress. OHMYGOODNESS. Its so swirly wirly. Again,from MNG. MNG(kuching) punya stock so lambat dtg. ); Its depressing. Its so pretty. Its so red maroon whatev. For casual use (: FOR RAINFEST! With flip flops & anklet n chunky bracelets. Oh lalala dnt forget necklace. OHHMYYYY,Im dying. Dying I tell youuuu.

KIMONO DRESS from Forever 21. Im speechless. Its just so pretty. Im gonna die now & go to heaven. Bad news,this dress won't look nice on me. My boobs are so small so they'll disappear the moment I put on this dress. ):

BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS

2009-07-07T10:22:00.001+08:00

I know I don't look all nerdy book reading type ish but I love to read. Im addicted. Its like when I go to PCM & and the second my feet lands on 2nd floor punya ground,the books sing to meeeeee 'yon yon come buyyyy meeee' Popular is my heaven (: Whenever I go to kk or kl maynnn have to go to borders. HEAVENNNNNNN! Im absolutely crazy about books. If Im still awake at 4am,it means Im enjoying the company of a book. If I say No when you wanna bring me go out,same thing. How can you not love reading? I love collecting books. My room is full with book racks. But my mom is all ' you buy too many books' hdfhjdhfsidfyyiruyiwere (!!!) So now I can only buy one book per month. Im devastated. ); I can't go to popular without going to the new arrivals section. I can't leave popular without a new book. I can't sleep at night without a new book too read. So Im gonna be a nice girl and re-read all my books. Happy mummy? <3

Here's a list of my FAV Collections (:

Gossip Girl:

Gossip Girl
You Know You Love Me
All I Want Is Everything
Because I'm Worth It
I Like It Like That
You're the One That I Want
Nobody Does It Better
Nothing Can Keep Us Together
Only in Your Dreams
Would I Lie to You?
Don't You Forget About Me
I Will Always Love You

Twilight:

1. Twilight
2. New Moon
3. Eclipse
4. Breaking Dawn

p/s: The movie is shitty compared to the books. Read the books & you'll critisize the movie immediately. BELIEVE ME!

House of Night:

1. Marked
2. Betrayed
3. Chosen
4. Untamed
5. Hunted
6. Tempted (waiting for this book,release date: October,27 2009)

The Carlyles: Only 2 books and they're actually a part of GG.

Private:

1. Private
2. Invitation Only
3. Untouchable
4. Confessions
5. Inner Circle
6. Legacy
7. Ambition
8. Revelation
9. Last Christmas
10. Paradise Lost
11. Suspicion
12. Scandal

Again,Im sorry. I guess Private Novels are not famous enough. No pics ):

The It Girl:

p/s: Sorry,I searched & searched. No pics available ):

TODAY WAS AWESOME!

2009-07-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

So after we got back from school,My mom & I drove to town & had breakfast at farm village.
Soya ball soup yummy. So I was enjoying my soup when Jonny texted me. So yeah i looked at the time.
12.50 pm Hahaaha. I was spose to meet my friends at the cinema around 1.30 pm so I finished my soup
macam apa then we went home. I took the fastest shower ever. Called Alan,picked him up then when we r
eached the cinema they were staring at us like they wanted to eat us up. Hahaha so we gave out tickets to the person-in-charge-of-tickets and went it. The movie started blbalabla. Intan and I were the only ones
laughing and screaming loudly. Optimus prime died we were all 'bia bena,gilaaaa. no no no' & stamping our feet & everything hahaha. Luckily we sat at the last row so we were saved from any food or drinks being th

rown. && when Optimus Prime like hidup balik we were all ' WOOOOOOOOOO' & the others told us to shut up cause we were so loud hahahaha. So yeah I had a good time. So I went back,tumpang trisya hehe. && did I mention her bro was ULTRA-HOT-SEXY? Maynnn,we stopped at some phone shop & bought buntut near the beach. I could not stop talking cos I ate Russ punya cotton candy so I was kinda hyper. Hahahaha,eee malas lah wana type. Later lah I edit ths post. (: