Its hard to forget when every place reminds me of you,
Its even harder having to see you everyday,
Why does my heart still melt when your voice reaches my ear,
Even after that horrible night where your words pierced my heart.
Im gonna hit my head on the bathroom floor again and again,
And hope amnesia will erase all the moments we had,
So I can close my eyes and not see you,
Then my restless nights will come to an end.
Your sweet cherubic face haunts me in nightmares,
I'll wake up at midnight screaming your name,
Packets of cigarettes & bottles of pills are calling my name,
I answer & take them in hand.
Months has passed by,
Since I last saw a flash of daylight,
I am buried deep deep in self pity,
Feeling more lost each day.
Help me,
Make my darkness bright,
Stop the world & dance with me.
