Gave in to temptation today & here I am blogging!
Ive been studying like a maniac. My mornings are filled with study sessions with Intan. School is filled with teachers pastering us to do model papers & giving us the " 3pn1 students must excel " lecture. & my nights are filled with um again studying. Im exhasuted & nervous. The only subject Im really worried about is geo. Ive never studied for my geo paper before. Like since form 1. Im serious :| I hate that subject & now Im paying for it. Have been struggling trying to cram knowdledge that takes 3 years to learn into my brain in a few days. I eat sleep shower books. Its stressing me out & I regret my goyang kaki actions all ths while. I became comfortable with the results I got all ths while because they were a little above average. I just realised now that they are not enough. I want those straight a's. For myself & for my parents.

Your real age is in double digits but the way you take care of yourself & the way you act is like your age is in single digits. Shame on you.,tsktsk. Stop being selfish & if you have nothing nice to say,leave me alone. Cause I don't need your smirks,sighs,grunts & complaining. Go be bitchy & bring your negativity somewhere else. Ill stop looking out for you cause you refuse to listen. Im sick of the a-y-m-m comments. I leave you & your self destructive ways.

This is for everyone! DO NOT SMOKE NEAR ME. It pisses me off. Cause you know what happened to my dad & now ure smoking in my face. Have you not learnd anything? You guys & your ignorant butts can go kill yourself somewhere else. As long as its not in my face!

WHEN PMR IS DONE ILL SING TILL MY THROAT HURTS ILL CRY TEARS OF JOY ILL SLEEP FOR THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS I HAD ILL EAT JUNK FOOD FOR THE HEALTHY DIET IVE BEEN EATING ILL HAVE FUN FOR THE FUNLESS MONTHS IVE HAD

Woke up at 5am,went to church like usual. Had breakfast,went back & um slept until like what 12.30pm? Took a shower then went to tution tuition eh whatevs. Went back,Intan & Fiqah came over. We studied history together. Then we lepak-ed till 5 something. Then went to Fiqah's house. I love the cornflake cookies her mom make. SEDAP GILA BABIHH. I tried to finish it but cannot :(( I ate about 18 of it. So cooool. Ate keropok with acar also. Had lotsa freeze cheese cake. Drnk soya bean. By the time we left,I was so full. Walk balik pun macam babi. Luckily she lives next door. Hihihi. Then went to my neneks house for dinner. Then went back,showered & studied lil bit again. Finished my new book. Ironed my school uniform,took cre of my school bag & now Im blogging. Last post,see you in 3 weeks! XOXO

WASEH SO FUN. Schools gonna re-open tomorrow & all of my homework is still in my school bag untouched! So coooool. I kinda lost most of the paper the teachers gave me. Okay tomorrow is stand-on-the-table day/ stand-outside day. Yeeehawwww

Oh-ja forgot,from now on I neh online nemore. Cause the days to pmr can count using my fingers now oh. Wish me luck! ((:

FOR INTAN: INTAAAANN WHEN YOU CAN COME OVER? I DOWAN STAND ON THE TABLE TOMORROW. MESTI MADAM MARAH I XDO ALL THE ESSAYS HAIHHH =____= PLEASEEEEE COME OVER SO WE CAN SHARE THE PAPER, IF X,YOU NO NEED DO ALSO,THEN WE STAND ON THE TABLE TOGETHER HAHAHAHAHA. AIYOYOYOYOYOYO

St Anthony St Anthony,
Ive lost my belongings,
Help my belongings to find their way back to me.
Amen.

HAPPY EID 09!

Yesterday I got a huge number of calls from people asking me to come to their house. So I looked for my baju kurungs & as usual I had a hard time trying to choose which one to use. But I managed to narrow it down to between the green one or the purple one. So I called jonny & told him to pick.

Yon: eh u,pick a colour,green or purple

Jonny: mmm purple?

Yon: whhhyyy purple??

Jonny: i thought its ur fav colour?

Yon: nawww,its a gay colour hihihihi

Jonny: kay green then

So then I showered & ironed the bj kurung then I went online while waiting for Syl,Alan & Niesa to come. Then,we went to Intan's house & um makan blablabla. Then we went to Shams house. Then we went to Fizul's house. Then Boeys house then we went to Russ' house to get his car. Then we drove back to fiqahs house. Russ drove like a maniac! The music was so loud & we were all screaming & singing lol. Went to ffs house also. I went home with my tummy veh veh happy. Like was bloated lolll. Heh,I managed to um destroy my green wedgessss :( Ala,mls la wanna blog now. Ill edit this post later lol

So last night Ad came over. Then Dale & V came over. So we were hanging out. I was msn-ing with titom & he told me he was going to kfc with Rex. Told him to come over,passed him some money & told him to tapau for us. Then went back inside,Jonny gave me a link. He's so vegan-ish. So the piggg-toire made me lose my apetite to eat kfc :( haiihh you're so mean Jonny lol.

They came back,we went outside to eat. Cuz we know we're gonna be loud & we didnt want to disturb my grandma. We're so nice kan? :))

Sayings from last night:

*pole dancing ouch,ouch this tiang tajam

meet chica & chico *dale was introducing his new implants

One time touch rm5! u touch how many times ody,rm20 now!

more but malas wna type lol.

Meet Dale,the sexy male stripper :))

HELLO! I AM BACK YEOW. I arrived at my house around 7pm. As you can see its 7pm right now. I like entered the house asap,brought my bags in & immediately took my laptop out & went online! I had lotsa fun at Kuching,but the best day was yesterday!

Here's the story,cronology style:

Okay first we went to the airport. My parents are off-to-nilai! I hate saying goodbye. Im really sad that my parents won't be home when Im sitting for PMR but yeah my dads health is way more important. So there was hugging & crying & hugging & crying. haiiihh i miss them already :( I still hope my mom can come home for a while during PMR!

So then we went to um siang sai or something like that to have breakfast. So as usual I had my n-k-b. In initials so the um muslims who read my blog wont be offended. So then yen,anas & me went back to anas' house. We lepak-ed at her house till like about 12 something? Changed put some basic makeup on & went out. We went to pick arthur first. His uncle lives near anas' place. So then we went to find bing's place. Had a cool time getting lost. We had to call bing to ask for directions lol. Paduhal we were like so far from his place lol.

Then we went to Spring. Bing already said that he was hungry. But my book addiction had to be satisfied first. Went to spring,i of course entered MPH first. Yen & arthur went to minoshe i guess. Anas & bing went to MPH wimme. So then we went out & went to MNG. I love that shop. Bought a few tops then went to check out wether Lil Lebanon was open or not. Sadly,it was closed. sigh. Before we knew it,it was 3pm. So we drove around & around cuz we wanted to say the Divine Mercy for my dad. So then we settled for some chinse shop somewhere in town. Being Iban's & Bidayuh's,we ate pork,again. We were talking & giggling & playing with a dead fly on the small saucer on the table while waiting to be served. Turns out the dead fly was not dead,it was alliiiiveee! I called him 'wounded soldier'. Then Bing pushed the saucer to yen & yen screamed so then arthur blew the not so dead fly away. We talked & talked & talked. Arms & legs were pinched. Food from each others plates were picked. We finished eating & went back to the car.

Cool sayings of the day:

SAYA ADA! *the guy asked " ada 80 sen ka?" -yon

Play Safe! *we were talking about ppl getting pregnant,bing was wearing a play safe tee. -yen & anas screamed it a few times

I shat everywhere- EVERYONEEE

Then we drove around & around. We went to the arcade at Hock Lee. So fun played lotsa games hihi. I shouted everytime i played that shooting dinosaur stuff. So funnn. PLAYED BUMPER CAR with anas & bing hahaha so fun. Lantak2 each other lol. Played lotsa games lah. So then we decided to go wash our hair. Get this,I asked arthur & bing "eh you guys wanna wash ur hair also?" Then they responded with excited expressions hihihi. So we went to Swak Plaza & went to the toilet first. Eww so icky. Went to the saloon but cancelled cause IDK also why hahaha. Went to coffeebean. Got our drinks & settled down at the comfy chairs. We talked & talked & somehow we ended up talking about the fuckers I call ex-boyfriends. EWWW,I went through that phase where I was obsessed with being a rebel. UGH,embarassing. I will never ever admit I was in a relationship with any of those sampah masyarakats. I got depressed & started getting all emo lol. We were so loud I was suprised the workers did not threw us out lol. We were really really loud.

Then we went out & guess who we met at the stairs! AHIEM EW EW EW EW. Oh my I think yesterday was really karma-bitting-my-ass day. EWWWW LAH. I flashed him my bitch face then went and waited for them somewhere near kfc. UGH,we walked to the car. I was in a foul mood. Went to rock shop near travilion & saw the tattoo shop jonny was talking about. Looks cool doh. I waited outside after looking at the clothes. Found nothing that caught my eye. Bing again,went to smoke haha. Here's how the conversation went:

blablablabla stuff thts nt xinterestng.

Bing: kenak kau klaka gya ngan aku? jakuk iban meh hahaha

Yon: hahahah auk meh

So yesterday I learned my lesson,talk Iban more lol.

OMGGGG NEW ABOUT FR STAN. Dale came over & talked about the youth rally. MY GOODDD THIS IS FOR PEOPLE WHO WENT TO THE YOUTH RALLLLY! AIYAYAYA I heard that you guys did not dance or anything. Last year was superb! The aunty gave you guys permission to dance,why didnt you dance! They had to stop us from dancing our ass off last year! And the drinking haihhhh. Its a youth rally! Why bring alcohol? Haiihhh its a youth rally lah. The rally was not fun cause dale yen arthur n me were not there hooooraaaayyy!

Answer only in BM:
OH SHIETTT,MY BM SUCKS LIKE HELL LOL

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
comel,sangat comel

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
kawan-kawan ayah saya berbual? bercakap?

3. Mungkin saya patut:
belajar kerana pmr sudah dekat

4. Saya suka :
makan macam babi. pagi saya makan,ptg saya makan,malam saya makan. lepas itu saya tidur,babi betul kan um saya ini?

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
cool eh xpat eng. uhmm sangat uhhh lawak?

6.Saya tak paham :
geo,susah betul. subjek lain senang saja mahu uh dapat markah besar punya?

7.Saya kehilangan :
jantung saya,titom bawa pergi miri :)))

8.Ramai yang berkata :
awak gila sudah kah?

9.Makna nama saya :
adalah ialah comel HAHAHAHAHAHA

10.Cinta itu adalah :
uh shiet sesuatu yang semua orang nak? mahu?

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
ingin sangat-sangat belanja saya makan nasi uh kaki babi dekat kedai yang anas suka itu

12.Saya akan cuba :
untuk mendapat keputusan yang hebat untuk peperiksaan besar pmr itu

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
sampai saya mati

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
dalam lubang yang ada dekat seluar itu

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
saya cakap lima minit lagi lepas itu saya tidur balik

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
tengok perempuan gedik tayang tetek tayang bontot. eleh

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
sangat menyeronokkan?

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
apa nama benda itu dalam bm,uhhh itu beruang panda? comel macam apa,saya mahu cekik

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
masa masih kecil,sebab tak payah risau benda bodoh macam sekarang. nak pmr lah nak belajar lah nak semua lah. buat saya pening kepala saja

20.Hari ini :
saya mahu marah orang sebab saya datang bulan. datang dekat saya,saya bunuh kamu lai lai

21.Malam ini saya akan :
aunlain (online in bm HAHAHAHAHAHA) sampai pagi

22.Esok pula saya akan :
menangis,kerana ayah saya dipindahkan ke nilai

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
titom balik sekarang,rindu lah :((

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
macam singa gila ROARRR

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
aduh mana boleh pilih benda macam itu,gila apa? eh bm awak salah la. pusat beli-belah lah kan. cikgu misnie yang cakap itu oh

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
waiseh,dua-dua saya suka macam apa. barat sedap sangat-sangat jepun pun sedap sangat-sangat haha


27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
sekarang ka? terang lah juga kerana lampu sudah saya on-kan

28.Makanan segera adalah :
sangat sedap walaupun kurang sihat untuk diri kita

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
'kay,awak memang mesti banyak rehat,kasihan awak letih. nanti konsert rally untuk muda-mudi lagi, saya rindu awak,saya syg awak balik cepat-cepat peluks ciums (xoxo)'
IN ENGLISH OKAY I TRANSLATED IT hahahaha

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
saya post dekat blog,mana ada nak tag siapa-siapa

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CRAZY LAH,my bm sucks okay. bhs swak tek pndei ku klaka. p mun dah bm tulen. haihhh i suck like shit mayn haha. i had to think for a vehhh long time everytime i wanna asnwr the ques. embarassinggg shiet lah haha,but its fun! :))

MY-OH-MY Im suddenly missing my friends back in Bintulu. I know I just posted something a few hours ago. But I just have to blog about this. So here's a list of people I miss & why I miss them:

Syl:
SHIET LAH IMY SO MUCH LAH PEPEK KENJA (: I can't believe Im at Kuching & you're all the way at Bintulu there. I feel like we're so so far away. Yes I know we are but it makes me sad. Close at heart kan syng! I miss your randomness & your stupid questions. Your curiousness entertains me. Love you (:

Intan:
HAI HAI HAI HAI KAWAN HAIIII! HIHIHIHI Mrs. Milary yaww. Haihh miss going to the bazaar with you lah. For 1 month we've been walking to the bazaar & getting our taufa stuff. Where to buy that now (!!!) Nobody for me to be lazy with. Haiiihhh the minute I get back you come over then we sleep & watch tv whole day kkkk!

Russ:
GOLONG-MAN! Ergh miss our prasan fabulous moments. FC FOR LIFE EW HAHAHAHAHA. With you my oh my I can talk about anything,even about my period cramps hihi. You can talk about girl stuff & you usually dont mind having to act like a girl. I think you like it,no wait. I know you like acting like a girl. Yeww girlfriend! octopus la weh haha

Larson:
SHAKEEEE THAT SHAKE THAT HIP AYAYAYAYA,King of Gelek lah you! I miss listening to your random outbursts. Always tiba2 sit beside me then sing lame malay songs hahahaha. I can see that you're really happy with intan hihihi. So cute lah you two! You're like my brother from another mother lol. Never fail to make me smile.

Nano & Trisya:
You 2 kaki gossip lah okay,enough talking about people. Fashion police also! Theres nothing your eyes dont catch,thats a compliment ladies hihihi. When we wana ngumpat stupid skinny boitch with the weird jaw again?


Rossa,Alan,Fiqah,Fizul,Arif,Amarul,Harith,April,Clau,Barb & um other friends:
Eleh you ppl bukan pandai carik me pun. If wanna lepak br text 'whr u at' eyerrr hit you ppl with broomstick then you know lol. Thats why la always travelling always go represnt schl blabla always go main sports whatever dono where I am. Hahahaha,tunggu I get back I hit you ppl kkkk <3


For Jayjay,cool belly dancer:
You take care eh up up there,tell the angels to look after me oso hihihi. Whenever bad things happen,I still have the habit of speed dialing your number. Still cant bring myself to reprogramme my speed dial. I remember when my parents told me about my dads condition,I ran upstairs and pressed 2 immediately. Went straight to voicemail,few seconds passed when I started to remember again. Then I had to text all the others cuz I just felt so bad. Feels so weird not having you arnd lah. Nbdy to paint2 at msn wimme nemore,nobody to vc wimme till dawn hihi. Gbys,amen.

btw,everyones name was bolded & written/typed in their fav colour :))

WOW,this eid Ive been a healthy girl. Ive been waking up around 8am every morning & like eating healthy food. My current addiction is Organic Brazil Nuts. Told anas it was nice yesterday & the second she took a bite her face went all crumply & green lol.
Heres how the conversation went:

Anas: EWWWWW YON
Me: nice wottt? Healthy snack bah
Anas: healthy babi taste like shiet
Me: cacat u nice wot hahaha

Then a few minutes later I took my spirulina pills. I love those too! They make your teeth go all green,its stupendous! Eyeerr so I told anas that she should try it too. She ate them & again her face went all crumply lol!

Anas: stupiddd youu trickd me into eating ceridak stuff
Me: *laughed sorry our taste nt the same,nice apaaa hahaha

The we spent the next 15 mins trying to brush the green stuff out of our teeth. So cool kays! Anas was eww-ing & grumbling. So after that I chewed on tissues to get the green stff out. Arthur & Yen were looking at me with weird expressions. Haiiihh a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do to get rid of the green stuff. I did not swallow the tissue btw,i spitted it out lah of course.

Back to the story,Scroll back up & DO NOT READ THE CONVERSATION lol:
the Im so not proud of myself. Wheres my holiday spirit? Last year was all about eating non-stop with my cousins & aunts & uncles at kl. I gained like about 8kg last year lol :3 I gotta go find my holiday spirit! My holidays are all about watching tv,going out siang malam,eating like a pig,sleeping like a pig,waking up late,sleeping late,sometimes not sleeping at all. Ive been sleeping late but Ive been waking up early also,have been having fun like mad lol. Thus,I have panda eyes. Hoorayy C:

OHMYFUCKINGPORRIDGE
PMR is so near already,I mean like its 2 weeks away & Im stll all goyang kaki. See I can still go online & waste my time merayau-ing everywhere. Ive been studying history these past few days. About 8 more chapters to go! Next sub is Geo! Then Pn. When PMR is like extra near then I'll study science gila babi cuz I always forget the things I revise lol. Math ayayaya my fav sub! Do lotsa model papers & Im all set! Eng & Bm again,jjyeah cools subs. Kinda,bm is boring & dull. I love english. Helllooohhh so easy to score! lol

So Im gonna study more & more & do lotsa model papers. Ill keep on praying. Help me get through PMR!

Kewl,went merayau-ing around Kuching today. Went visiting,again had so much fun with anas talking about that thing. That thing is sooo not attractive up close,like that thing looks so childlish ew. Had fun lull,with anas yen n atut :)) So before going to Spring,we wanted to check out wether Lil Lebanon was open or not. Thanks to Raya,we spent about 15 minutes stuck in traffic. But we made time pass fast by singing along with the radio. Had a hot debate session about Rihanna & Chris Brown. Even though Rihanna pretty much sucks,Im really really against abuse like 100 percent okay? So yeah,lil lebanon was closed. Disappointing grhh. sigh. I was looking forward to hanging out there. So then we went to Spring. We had fun harassing anas who was driving. We went um shopping & um got some food for my dad. He was longing to have sushi. So we tapau-ed some for him. Then we went to tapau dougnuts eh correct spelling ka & went out.

So then we went to get some decent chi cuisine. Went to expert,was soooo full. Went to um jln song,again sooo fuuulll. Then we went to another place & again it was full! So being the bitch I am I grumbled & grumbled until we ate hoho. After dinner,I was smiling again.

Pictures shall be posted on facebook when anas gets off her butt & is on a good mood. Bye Readers! <3

OH NOZ,GIRLS NITE CANCELLED :(

After spending yesterday & today with my dad at normah,we're going out tonight. Watch Out Kuching <3

Oh-jaa:
Here's an old pigg-toire I found. It was taken during the seminar at Sibu's Retreat Centre Actually,we were driving back home to Bintulu. Sleeping in the car. Imagine 3 hours of sitting between Rex & Tom. LIKE HELLL! LOL. The trip that ignited old feelings. Love you sheep <3

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

-Boys Like Girls

Currently watching my daddy play with his bed. His own roller coaster,indoors. Up down up down shake shake high low high low. Hihihi so cute. Hes transferring to nilai next wednesday,wanna follow to make sure the staff there makes him feel at home but I have a house to go back to. Still hoping & praying that they'll be able to come home for awhile during my PMR Examination. Love my daddy like crazy,my big bear <3

TITOM IS HAVING A MANSLEEPOVER
TAKE THAT TOM! I POSTED IT! LOL C:

Ill stop doubting myself
Ill stop doubting my decisions
Ill stop letting my emotions control my actions
Ill stop putting everyone first
Ill stop over-analysing stuff
Ill start believing in myself
Ill start making decisions for myself
Ill start loving myself
Ill start by being nice to everyone

I wont let anyone push me around anymore cause Ive had enough,Ill be a nicer person cause I know how it feels to be hurt,Ill start enjoying my life to the fullest cause my dads illness taught me that life is super short.

A pigg-toire I found. For my dad who can never make flowers grow. We have warm hands daddy,including Yen also! (: Mummy has cool hands thats why her flowers are so um subur healthy big pretty looking while ours look unhealthy small & ugly. Get well asap! Love you daddy big bear <3

Lyrics:
shut me out completely
that would not be such a sin
lock up every entry
make sure that there's no way for me to get in
won't try to pry them open
never mind knock upon your doors
truth is that there's no reason for me to even see your face anymore

but I need you ears and I need them now
I've got something to say
I'm not here today to win you back
just to remind you that

sure as the rain starts to fall
yes I'll always remember you dear
and although we don't talk anymore
I was crazy for you, yes I was crazy for you
that's for sure, that's for sure

nothings ever easy, I think we both know that it's true
I was convinced you loved me
and I was pretty sure that I loved you too
when was our final moments
what's your favourite might have beens
when was my fatal error what changed the way you thought of me ever since

cos I made you smile and I made you laugh,
I made nice gestures and surprised you enough
but I made you come, but I made you cry
I wish this was true but I'm not gonna lie

so sure as the rain starts to fall
yes I'll always remember you dear
and though we don't talk anymore
I was crazy for you
I'm still crazy for you, that's for sure
I'm still crazy for you
still crazy for you
still crazy for you
still crazy for you

SHIETTTT LAH
IM NOT GOING TO THE YOUTH RALLY CUZ OF LAST MINUTE UM PROBS
I KNOW THIS IS SELFISH BUT I WAS JUST SO TOTALLY REALLY REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT

ITS DEPRESSING YEAH,
BUT MY DADS LIFE IS WAY IMPORTANT COMPARED TO FR STAN'S YOUTH RALLY
SO YEAH
HAVE FUN FOR ME THERE YEAH WHOEVER IS GOING |:

At least I went last year. So I guess that cheers me up a lil bit.

TODAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY HAPPY DAY

Last night I went to sleep a happy bear. So yeah I woke up in a good mood. I got up from bed then *BAMMMMM! 2 words: period cramps. I groaned & jumped back into bed. YAY ME. Ive been swallowing those menstrual pills like they're candy this last few days. So I should start lowering my dose. Its not healthy. Looks like my happy day is cancelled. Today is stay-at-home day!

This post is for adam!

GTA IS THE COOLEST GAME EVER MADE EVENTHOUGH IT TEACHES YOUNG KIDS HOW TO CURSE & OTHER PRISON-WORTHY STUFF!

mom & dad:

zomg zomg zomg! I watched the new episode of GG (season 3 btw) & I cried,I laughed,I cursed & screamed 'I love you Chuck' about a trillion times. This episode was stupendous! Can't wait for the next one. I won't be watching it as soon as it is posted on the GG website though cuz I need to start cramming for pmr. So I'll drool over Chuck after pmr!

Im still pretty down,just got back from Kuching like 2 days ago. So here's a list of the things that I miss:

i miss my mom
i miss my dad
i miss home cooked food
i miss cuddling with my mom
i miss debating with my dad
i miss my dad watching his boring golf shows
i miss folding laundry with my mom
i miss nagging my mom to play with me cuz i was bored
i miss giving my dad the puppy eyes cuz i wanted to get sumtin
i miss my mom nagging me to iron my uniform
i miss my dads worldly lectures
i miss having kampua at our fav kampuan-man
i miss waking up early to the smell of food
i miss my mom waking me up at 7am & saying its already late
i miss my dads silly jokes
i miss my mom i miss my dad like hell
so u better appreciate ur parents,cuz atm i dont have mine |:

2 more weeks of pure tourture. I hate tapau-ed food. shit lah
flyng to kch next week! i hope lah hihihi
i wanna annoy my mom n dad
<3>

a-z

OMFG,with all the craziness surrounding me I totally forgot about GG SEASON 3! WTH need to find a webbie where I can download the episodes. Someone anyone gimme the link!

A - Age: 15 y/o

B - Bed size: queeen yawwww

C - chore you dislike: ALOT LAH,but i still do them cuz imma good girl

D - Dog's name: kooky

E - Essential start your day item: for the past few weeks,it has been calling my mom n dad

F - Favorite color: green yellow maroon white black gosh so many

G - Gold or Silver: gold,i can only wear gold/white gold my skin so picky hihi

H - Height: 5'1 DONT YOU DARE SAY ANYTHING HAHAHA

I - Instruments you play: piano

J - Job title: student/amazing beautiful daughter HAHAHAHAHAHA

K - Kid(s): mm I WANT LOTSA BABIES (future lah)

L - Love : IS WHEN YOU FIND A GUY THAT LIKES YOUR FATS <3

M - Mom's name: Judy Stephen <3

N - Nicknames: yon yawn geez call me whatever u want idc

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth:yeah a few times

P - Pet Peeve: i bite my nails :( & i tend to curse alot haha sikit2 cibeiii sikit2 kimen haha

Q - Quote : nenen besar

R - Right or left handed: right

S - Siblings: 1-yenenenen

T - Time you wake up: around 8/9

U- Underwear: i like colourful undies,i like black undies too okay i like nice looking undies hihihi

V - Vegetable you dislike: EWWWWW I HATE VEGETABLE,ALL TYPES OF VEGE OKAY

W - Ways you run late: wth u talkin bout

X - X-rays you've had: chest arm hand leg aiya lots cuz i used to be veh naughty always patah kaki lah patah tgh lah blablabla

Y - Yummy food you make: i bake nice cupcakes!

Z - Zoo favorite: LIONS RAWRRRRRRRRR

LONG LIVE LAINT

Lets celebrate the birth of LAINT!
*Larson Milary Ijau + Siti Nur Bariah bte Bohari

Two of my bestfriends are now a couple. Aww,a lovely one indeed!

Intan(female):
Well,Ive known this crazy girl since my kindergarten days! We've had our share of ups & downs. Yes we've had massive fights but we somehow always end up being friends again. She's a great friend I tell you,she never fails to make me laugh till I piss in my pants & she in-- weird way always knows when Im about to cry! She went a little crazy 2 years back but now she's in the right direction again! She's nice & she would make an awesome girlfriend to Larson!

Larson(male):
Ive known him for the last 3 years. He has been my classmate for again,3 years lol. This guy IZ ZOOO FUNNNYZZ! He's just so so adorable. The way he tries to give girly advices to me or Syl when Syl or me are not there for each other. Awhh,just gotta love him! He never seems to study but his results are really good. Crazy guy. Again,he has always been there to walk by my side no matter how rough the journey was. I hated the way his ex gf treated him. Syl & I had to stop ourselves from beating the girl up. Stupid chick deserves it though!

So they're both the long term relationship type. Both were in really really long relationships before this! I know they'll make each other happy cuz they're just so perfect for each other! You'll know what I mean if you see them together! The chemistry my-oh-my!

So for their birthdays(intan:0209 larson:2707) I got them matching bracelets! Super adorable okay! <3>

fix me C:

HAD A NICE DAY
COOL DISTRACTION <3

Please? :(

YES EVERYTHING YOU HEARD IS TRUE
YES HE'S SICK
YES ITS SERIOUS

NO DON'T SAY YOU UNDERSTAND
NO DON'T THINK YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL
NO I DON'T WANT YOUR SYMPATHY

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

How do you think it makes me feel? Stop asking me how he is,stop asking me how Im feeling. Stop acting like I may breakdowan anytime,stop hugging m, stop bursting into stupid tears when we've never even talked before. Stop cause it makes me cry even more,stop cause I can't take it. Stop cause it hurts & drive me crazy.
Im a huge ball of mixed up emotions. I know you're concerned,I know you guys mean well but please,not now. I love you guys for caring <3

I'll be fine,
We'll be fine,
Cuz he's strong & he will live.
All I need is your prayers.
Pray for him,please?

Sir Sudin Manja handsome okay ;)

I love you cause you're my everything,
I love you cause you brought me to this world,
I love you cause you made me the person I am today,
I love you cause you taught me my abc's
I love you cause you never let me settle for 'okay',
I love you cause you're very supportive,
I love you cause you understand,
I love you cause you still treat me like im 3.


I know you'll fight this sickness,
I know you're strong enough,
I know you won't leave us,
I just know it!

I have faith that this will make us all stronger,pray & pray & pray.
Love you,daddy <3

new mission!

So I decided I would like to start dissing cheesy quotes here,cuz school just opened so that means nothing interesting would be happening :|

FIRST QOUTE:
A crazy guy like you needs a crazy girl like me

OKAY FIRST OF ALL,SAME SIGNS REPEL. Who's the sensible one if they're both crazy? One of them has to be a little sensible. Crazy guy meets crazy chick 'shiet mayn she understands me,she's the one!' to hell with those words cuz she won't be the one when both of you start fooling around behind each others back cuz you wanna do something 'crazy'